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  1. COVER
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. ALSO AVAILABLE BY HEIDI PERKS
  4. DEDICATION
  5. Evergreen Island
  6. PRESENT
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Evergreen Island
  13. PRESENT
  14. Evergreen Island
  15. PRESENT
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Evergreen Island
  18. PRESENT
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Evergreen Island
  21. PRESENT
  22. Chapter Thirteen
  23. Evergreen Island
  24. PRESENT
  25. Chapter Fifteen
  26. Evergreen Island
  27. PRESENT
  28. Chapter Seventeen
  29. Chapter Eighteen
  30. Evergreen Island
  31. PRESENT
  32. Chapter Twenty
  33. Evergreen Island
  34. PRESENT
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Chapter Twenty-Three
  37. Evergreen Island
  38. PRESENT
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  42. Evergreen Island
  43. PRESENT
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Evergreen Island
  46. PRESENT
  47. Evergreen Island
  48. PRESENT
  49. Evergreen Island
  50. PRESENT
  51. Chapter Thirty-Three
  52. Evergreen Island
  53. PRESENT
  54. Chapter Thirty-Five
  55. Chapter Thirty-Six
  56. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  57. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
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  59. The Night of the Fire

‘They’re probably digging up a whole load of bodies right now.’

‘Bonnie!’

‘Oh, lighten up, Stella. We haven’t lived there for twenty-five years.’

‘I know, but …’ I murmur without finishing my sentence and sit in silence until Bonnie finally speaks.

‘I like what they’ve done with the house.’

I stiffen at her words. ‘What do you mean?’

‘They painted it, it looks good.’

‘Have they?’ I reply. ‘I hadn’t noticed.’ She must know I’m lying. How could I miss the deep teal paint that makes it look so modern, so unlike ours?

Bonnie lets out a snort before asking, ‘Are you going to call Dad?’

‘I guess.’ I know I should but I don’t relish the thought, not least because I don’t speak about the island with Dad any more.

‘Have you spoken to him lately?’ she says.

‘No.’ The familiar surge of guilt washes over me. ‘I need to go and see him. Maybe I’ll do that instead.’

‘When the witch isn’t there.’

‘Olivia seems to be working a lot at the moment. There’s a good chance she won’t be there if I go during the week. Would you come with me?’ I ask, hoping, but already knowing what the answer will be.

‘No,’ Bonnie replies bluntly.

I sigh. ‘I’ll call him in the morning,’ I say. A familiar tightness has already wrapped itself around me. It always feels like it’s compressing my lungs, forcing me to breathe harder. I want to speak to him but it’s not the same any more. It feels like he’s altogether a different dad than the one I had on Evergreen, but there are times when I temporarily get him back again and I never know which is harder.

‘It makes you think, doesn’t it?’ Bonnie says, bringing me back to the moment.

‘What?’

‘Whether we know whoever did it.’

After I hang up I carry on watching the news, flicking between channels, chasing the story, but there are no new reports and at some point I fall asleep on the sofa. I dream of the island again, as I have been doing lately. I am chasing my friends through the woods. They are laughing and I am too, but then they disappear and now someone is chasing me. When I wake my heart is fluttering and my neck is caught in a crooked position on the cushions.

I’d stopped dreaming about Evergreen a few years after we’d left but had started again straight after those sessions I’d endured during my training as a counsellor. Now I don’t know how to make them go away. Each time I wake from a dream, I hear my counsellor’s voice. See, this is why it’s important to flush out the demons.