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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

“You haven’t known Jana very long at all,” Opa said.

Izabel thought about that. She said, “Sometimes love is a decision.”

Opa nodded.

“I told you things in confidence,” Izabel said.

“I know. Maybe I shouldn’t have offered to be your therapist.” Opa took a big breath. “We’re getting ahead of ourselves.”

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Kaito and Izabel were brought back together again after their interviews. They were put in a room with a one-way mirror and a speaker so they could watch Opa with Cami.

Izabel wanted to know how Kaito’s interview went, if they were asked the same questions, if he lied at any point. But that’s not what Kaito wanted to know.

“You want to be bait?” he said.

“I don’t want to be bait, but I want him caught. And it makes sense, doesn’t it?”

“Can’t they figure this out without us?” he said.

“I don’t know.”

He turned to watch Opa.

“Are you going to let me do it?” Izabel asked.

But he didn’t respond. He watched Opa and Cami playing with LEGOs at a small table in the other room. There were a lot of hospital-related figurines and tiny hospital beds and what looked like a metal stand with a bag of fluids, except it was all gray, all just shapes, not discrete from each other. And then there were police figurines, EMTs, an ambulance. And there were superheroes, too, like Superman. And plenty of people not dressed like anything in particular. There was even a playground set that looked like something they had at home.

Opa asked Cami to put together the scene that scared her, and then Opa moved behind her.

“I’m going to tap on your shoulders, if that’s okay.”

“That’s okay,” Cami said.

As Cami built the scene—laying a woman in the hospital bed, putting police in a circle around the bed, putting two more people outside that circle of police—Opa tapped on Cami’s shoulders, one after the other, perfectly rhythmic, perfectly paced, all her fingers out, and the flat of her middle finger doing the tapping.

“Can you describe the scene to me?” Opa said.

“It’s my mom.”

“Which one?”

“In the bed.”

“Are you there?”

“That’s me, and that’s Dad.”

“Why are you all the way over there?” Opa asked, still tapping.

“The police said we couldn’t see her.”

“Was your mom asleep or awake?”

“She looked hurt.”

“If you could’ve changed that scene, any way you like, with any of the LEGOs here, how would you change it?”