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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

“It’s important for people to be the most happy they can be. And for them to keep on asking themselves what would make them the most happy.”

“But you’re happy here,” Cami said.

“But once you realize you’ll be happier somewhere else, sometimes you stop being as happy where you are.”

“But you have me.”

“You will always make me the happiest.”

“Then we don’t have to go.”

“Don’t you think I will be able to make you happier if I’m happier?”

Cami didn’t say anything.

Kaito said, “If there were ever something we could do to make you happier, we would do it.”

“I’m happier here.”

“But you don’t know yet what things might make you happy in a new place,” he said. “I hear there’s a crayon factory in the capital.”

“Crayons?”

“With all sorts of exhibits for kids.”

“Like what?”

“Stations where you can make your own crayon labels and stations for drawing.”

“On paper?” Cami asked.

“Yeah. My parents took me once,” Jana said.

“Did it make you happy?” Cami asked.

Jana nodded. “Super happy.”

“I will try it,” Cami said.

Izabel and Kaito both kissed her.

“Is it okay with you?” Izabel asked Jana.

“Yes,” Jana said. “I would like to leave, too.” Then Jana looked at Cami, and then back at Izabel and Kaito. “What about Elm?” she said.

Kaito and Izabel hadn’t talked about Elm yet, but Izabel knew what had to happen, and she was sure Kaito knew, too. She said, “We have to say goodbye to tree friend if we’re moving.”

“That’s true,” Kaito said. “We’ll be too far away to see tree friend anymore.”

“But I’ll be able to hear my tree friend,” Cami said.

“No, honey,” Izabel said.

“I can still hear tree friend when I can’t see them,” she said.

“No, I understand that,” Izabel said, “but we have to say goodbye.”

“No.”

“People don’t have tree friends.”

“They used to.”

“Maybe they did, but they couldn’t hear their tree friends in their heads.”

“You don’t like trees.”

“What?” Izabel said.

“You don’t like them!” Cami screamed.

If Cami were older she would have run into her room, away from Izabel. But at this age, she buried her head into Izabel’s chest and cried and wiped her nose on her shirt. It was Izabel who hurt her, but it was Izabel’s comforting that she wanted. And Izabel did comfort her. She held her and kissed her and told her everything would be okay.

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Lucy had Izabel’s family squeeze into a circle in her office. Once they were settled, Lucy found Elm quickly.

“I’m glad you’re okay,” Cami said to Izabel, as Elm.

“Thank you,” Izabel said.

“He did not kill you.”

“No.”

“Does that mean he is not a bad man?”

“No, he is. He would have kept killing families.”