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Chapters (88)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. January 2014
  4. 1. Jeanette
  5. 2. Sandra
  6. 3. Jan
  7. 4. Jeanette
  8. 5. Sandra
  9. 6. Jeanette
  10. 7. Sandra
  11. 8. Jeanette
  12. May 2018
  13. 9. Sandra
  14. 10. Jeanette
  15. 11. Sandra
  16. 12. Jeanette
  17. 13. Sandra
  18. 14. Jeanette
  19. 15. Sandra
  20. January–February 2014
  21. 16. Jan
  22. 17. Sandra
  23. 18. Jan
  24. 19. Sandra
  25. 20. Jan
  26. 21. Sandra
  27. 22. Jan
  28. 23. Sandra
  29. May 2018
  30. 24. Sandra
  31. 25. Jeanette
  32. 26. Sandra
  33. 27. Jeanette
  34. 28. Sandra
  35. January–February 2014
  36. 29. Karl-Erik
  37. 30. Jeanette
  38. 31. Kerstin
  39. 32. Jeanette
  40. 33. Jan
  41. 34. Jeanette
  42. 35. Jan
  43. 36. Jeanette
  44. 37. Kerstin
  45. June 2018
  46. 38. Sandra
  47. 39. Jeanette
  48. 40. Sandra
  49. 41. Jeanette
  50. 42. Sandra
  51. 43. Jeanette
  52. 44. Sandra
  53. 45. Kerstin
  54. 46. Sandra
  55. 47. Kerstin
  56. 48. Sandra
  57. 49. Jan
  58. 50. Kerstin
  59. 51. Sandra
  60. July 2018
  61. 52. Kerstin
  62. 53. Sandra
  63. 54. Jan
  64. 55. Sandra
  65. 56. Kerstin
  66. 57. Sandra
  67. 58. Jan
  68. 59. Kerstin
  69. 60. Jeanette
  70. 61. Kerstin
  71. 62. Jan
  72. 63. Jeanette
  73. 64. Kerstin
  74. 65. Sandra
  75. 66. Kerstin
  76. 67. Sandra
  77. 68. Kerstin
  78. 69. Sandra
  79. 70. Kerstin
  80. 71. Jan
  81. 72. Sandra
  82. 73. Kerstin
  83. 74. Jan
  84. 75. Sandra
  85. 76. Jan
  86. 77. Sandra
  87. 78. Kerstin
  88. Acknowledgements

“He was apparently very overwrought, and moved heaven and earth to help you. He got nurses to come running from all over the place, and the on-duty doctor turned up after just a few minutes. He claimed that your and Erik’s lives were in danger—said he was convinced you’d been poisoned, that you’d unknowingly taken an overdose of some drug or other and needed your stomach pumped straight away. He called the police and insisted the room be guarded round the clock, and that the contents of the two glasses on the nightstand be analysed. Apparently he was also the one who gave the order for your dad and me to be called and brought here.”

“And . . .?” Sandra said.

She was having great difficulty taking in what her mother had just told her. It simply didn’t add up; the logic was precarious. Hallin had shot himself in the foot by saving rather than taking her life? After having liquidated Norling in cold blood and subjected Erik to attempted murder? What had she missed?

“And that’s what happened,” her mother summarised. “He did all that and then he disappeared. Before the police showed up and without anyone finding out who he was. But perhaps you can tell us about that?”

That needed some thought—apparently not everything was as straightforward as it seemed.

“I don’t actually remember anything,” she replied. Which was not all that far from the truth, when all things were considered.

“It’ll come, you’ll see,” her mother said, smiling, running two fingers over her cheek.

“My computer . . .?” said Sandra, who had already prepared herself for the worst.

“In the cupboard where you keep your valuables,” her mother said, holding up the key. “Do you want me to get it?”

“Yes please,” Sandra said, even though she had no great expectations that the manuscript would still be on it.

But she was mistaken. The large document was strangely enough exactly where it was supposed to be, and at first glance the hitherto unpublished component was seemingly untouched. With an ever-so-small addition to the end: “Check the pictures in your inbox and remember what I said. Murder and kidnapping aren’t my thing. Like I said, I’d appreciate it if you humanised me. Get better soon.”

The thing about humanising was something she recognised. Now it all began to come back to her slowly. Sporadic memories from the minutes before it had all gone dark: Hallin’s appearance at her bedside, his unexpected confession to the rape and his promise to make good, his wish not to be described as a monster. Sandra also remembered that he had accused her of abusing her authority, while at the same time he had denied the most serious crimes in this whole affair.