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Chapters (88)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. January 2014
  4. 1. Jeanette
  5. 2. Sandra
  6. 3. Jan
  7. 4. Jeanette
  8. 5. Sandra
  9. 6. Jeanette
  10. 7. Sandra
  11. 8. Jeanette
  12. May 2018
  13. 9. Sandra
  14. 10. Jeanette
  15. 11. Sandra
  16. 12. Jeanette
  17. 13. Sandra
  18. 14. Jeanette
  19. 15. Sandra
  20. January–February 2014
  21. 16. Jan
  22. 17. Sandra
  23. 18. Jan
  24. 19. Sandra
  25. 20. Jan
  26. 21. Sandra
  27. 22. Jan
  28. 23. Sandra
  29. May 2018
  30. 24. Sandra
  31. 25. Jeanette
  32. 26. Sandra
  33. 27. Jeanette
  34. 28. Sandra
  35. January–February 2014
  36. 29. Karl-Erik
  37. 30. Jeanette
  38. 31. Kerstin
  39. 32. Jeanette
  40. 33. Jan
  41. 34. Jeanette
  42. 35. Jan
  43. 36. Jeanette
  44. 37. Kerstin
  45. June 2018
  46. 38. Sandra
  47. 39. Jeanette
  48. 40. Sandra
  49. 41. Jeanette
  50. 42. Sandra
  51. 43. Jeanette
  52. 44. Sandra
  53. 45. Kerstin
  54. 46. Sandra
  55. 47. Kerstin
  56. 48. Sandra
  57. 49. Jan
  58. 50. Kerstin
  59. 51. Sandra
  60. July 2018
  61. 52. Kerstin
  62. 53. Sandra
  63. 54. Jan
  64. 55. Sandra
  65. 56. Kerstin
  66. 57. Sandra
  67. 58. Jan
  68. 59. Kerstin
  69. 60. Jeanette
  70. 61. Kerstin
  71. 62. Jan
  72. 63. Jeanette
  73. 64. Kerstin
  74. 65. Sandra
  75. 66. Kerstin
  76. 67. Sandra
  77. 68. Kerstin
  78. 69. Sandra
  79. 70. Kerstin
  80. 71. Jan
  81. 72. Sandra
  82. 73. Kerstin
  83. 74. Jan
  84. 75. Sandra
  85. 76. Jan
  86. 77. Sandra
  87. 78. Kerstin
  88. Acknowledgements

Kerstin jerked open one of the two doors, behind which a wood store was concealed. The wood was stacked from floor to ceiling, and it was most certainly not a dream job to unload the logs to see whether anything had been hidden underneath them or behind them. However, it had to be done. First she wanted to see where the other door led.

She could have guessed: an outdoor privy. Which reminded her that rather than crouching in the pouring rain, she could use the loo. There was toilet paper too, so she would be sitting pretty, even if the smell in these kinds of places wasn’t especially appealing.

That was what she thought to herself, but before she’d had time to pull down her trousers, it occurred to her what an ingenious hiding place an outhouse like this would be. Who on earth wanted to dig through human poo?

Only someone who knew what she was looking for, which Kerstin did. She promptly shelved her plans to relieve herself and instead went out into the rain to find a shovel. A broom. Anything that ensured she wouldn’t have to go overboard in her enthusiasm to dig through excrement.

A floor scraper was what she eventually found, in the slaughterhouse with Jeanette. Plus a pair of gloves that would come in handy. She started by lifting away the bench containing the toilet seat, so that she had a better view of the two latrine tanks. She shone her mobile phone torch into both of them, but all she was able to conclude was that neither had been emptied in a long time. And that any holdalls there might be were not immediately obvious to the eye, which was hardly unexpected.

All she had to do was start digging. Or more precisely, rooting around in the tanks. Pressing the shaft of the scraper down into the shit. And there . . . Wasn’t that something offering some resistance at the bottom, something of the wrong consistency that was elevated above the bottom of the tank? Despite the less than agreeable circumstances, she couldn’t stop the smile that spread across her face.

But what was she supposed to do now? Lift up the entire tank and drag it into the woods to empty it? Or try to reach one of the handles of the bag—if that was what it was—and try to prise it out of there somehow?

She decided to go for the latter. Partly because it felt less hands-on and less disgusting in some way if she didn’t have to grasp the tank, partly because it felt more respectful to the plot and its owner if she didn’t empty a lot of shit onto the land.