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Chapters (88)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. January 2014
  4. 1. Jeanette
  5. 2. Sandra
  6. 3. Jan
  7. 4. Jeanette
  8. 5. Sandra
  9. 6. Jeanette
  10. 7. Sandra
  11. 8. Jeanette
  12. May 2018
  13. 9. Sandra
  14. 10. Jeanette
  15. 11. Sandra
  16. 12. Jeanette
  17. 13. Sandra
  18. 14. Jeanette
  19. 15. Sandra
  20. January–February 2014
  21. 16. Jan
  22. 17. Sandra
  23. 18. Jan
  24. 19. Sandra
  25. 20. Jan
  26. 21. Sandra
  27. 22. Jan
  28. 23. Sandra
  29. May 2018
  30. 24. Sandra
  31. 25. Jeanette
  32. 26. Sandra
  33. 27. Jeanette
  34. 28. Sandra
  35. January–February 2014
  36. 29. Karl-Erik
  37. 30. Jeanette
  38. 31. Kerstin
  39. 32. Jeanette
  40. 33. Jan
  41. 34. Jeanette
  42. 35. Jan
  43. 36. Jeanette
  44. 37. Kerstin
  45. June 2018
  46. 38. Sandra
  47. 39. Jeanette
  48. 40. Sandra
  49. 41. Jeanette
  50. 42. Sandra
  51. 43. Jeanette
  52. 44. Sandra
  53. 45. Kerstin
  54. 46. Sandra
  55. 47. Kerstin
  56. 48. Sandra
  57. 49. Jan
  58. 50. Kerstin
  59. 51. Sandra
  60. July 2018
  61. 52. Kerstin
  62. 53. Sandra
  63. 54. Jan
  64. 55. Sandra
  65. 56. Kerstin
  66. 57. Sandra
  67. 58. Jan
  68. 59. Kerstin
  69. 60. Jeanette
  70. 61. Kerstin
  71. 62. Jan
  72. 63. Jeanette
  73. 64. Kerstin
  74. 65. Sandra
  75. 66. Kerstin
  76. 67. Sandra
  77. 68. Kerstin
  78. 69. Sandra
  79. 70. Kerstin
  80. 71. Jan
  81. 72. Sandra
  82. 73. Kerstin
  83. 74. Jan
  84. 75. Sandra
  85. 76. Jan
  86. 77. Sandra
  87. 78. Kerstin
  88. Acknowledgements

“What I wanted to say,” said Jan, “was that I barely know anything about . . . Sandra. However, what I do know is that she doesn’t want me around while the lad grows up. But money—that’s something she does want.”

Gunilla shook her head with a look of regret in her eyes and came to Sandra’s defence, using the same deadly quiet tone of voice.

“Of course she needs money, Jan. She can’t be more than thirty, and whatever line of work she’s in, she won’t have reached a salary that’s worth mentioning. She’s the sole carer for a little boy—kids aren’t cheap to look after. Of course she wants the child’s father to pay child support.”

“There’s nothing to say that I’m the child’s father,” Jan blurted out.

“Yes, Jan. There is,” said Gunilla.

And of course there was. Gunilla was right, and that made him even angrier at Sandra.

“So you actually think that I should pay support to that little whore?” he exclaimed.

He regretted it the very same moment. The tone of voice was inappropriate for the situation. Gunilla shuddered and looked at him with an expression of distaste.

“Why are you talking about her like that?” she asked. “Surely that makes you a lech? She’s just a young girl who was unlucky.”

That one hit home. He probably deserved it. But it was hard to strike the right balance when comforting one’s distraught wife while also boiling with internalised rage.

“Unlucky?” he said. “She had every opportunity to get an abortion, but chose not to. I’ve no wish to pay the bill for a financially unsound decision that I wasn’t involved in.”

Gunilla was silent. But she had calmed down now and was no longer crying.

“What did you say to her?” Jan asked.

Gunilla wiped the end of her nose and her eyes with a crumpled handkerchief that had been concealed in her hand.

“She caught me by surprise, and my spontaneous response was to defend you. She seemed like such a kind and sweet girl, but I shut the door in her face. I wish I had dealt with the situation differently.”

Sweet? That was just about the last thing she was. Sandra was inconsiderate in her approach, and now she had managed to dupe his wife too. Were the police next? Jan could feel the sweat forming on his brow.

“Surely you don’t think I should go along with her demands?” he repeated.

“I don’t think anything,” said Gunilla. “This has actually nothing to do with me.”

“You’re involved with the family’s finances, surely?” Jan muttered.

“Your child, your decision,” Gunilla sighed.

“Then I guess I’ll put six hundred and eighty-four thousand in that . . . in Sandra’s account,” said Jan.