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Chapters (88)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. January 2014
  4. 1. Jeanette
  5. 2. Sandra
  6. 3. Jan
  7. 4. Jeanette
  8. 5. Sandra
  9. 6. Jeanette
  10. 7. Sandra
  11. 8. Jeanette
  12. May 2018
  13. 9. Sandra
  14. 10. Jeanette
  15. 11. Sandra
  16. 12. Jeanette
  17. 13. Sandra
  18. 14. Jeanette
  19. 15. Sandra
  20. January–February 2014
  21. 16. Jan
  22. 17. Sandra
  23. 18. Jan
  24. 19. Sandra
  25. 20. Jan
  26. 21. Sandra
  27. 22. Jan
  28. 23. Sandra
  29. May 2018
  30. 24. Sandra
  31. 25. Jeanette
  32. 26. Sandra
  33. 27. Jeanette
  34. 28. Sandra
  35. January–February 2014
  36. 29. Karl-Erik
  37. 30. Jeanette
  38. 31. Kerstin
  39. 32. Jeanette
  40. 33. Jan
  41. 34. Jeanette
  42. 35. Jan
  43. 36. Jeanette
  44. 37. Kerstin
  45. June 2018
  46. 38. Sandra
  47. 39. Jeanette
  48. 40. Sandra
  49. 41. Jeanette
  50. 42. Sandra
  51. 43. Jeanette
  52. 44. Sandra
  53. 45. Kerstin
  54. 46. Sandra
  55. 47. Kerstin
  56. 48. Sandra
  57. 49. Jan
  58. 50. Kerstin
  59. 51. Sandra
  60. July 2018
  61. 52. Kerstin
  62. 53. Sandra
  63. 54. Jan
  64. 55. Sandra
  65. 56. Kerstin
  66. 57. Sandra
  67. 58. Jan
  68. 59. Kerstin
  69. 60. Jeanette
  70. 61. Kerstin
  71. 62. Jan
  72. 63. Jeanette
  73. 64. Kerstin
  74. 65. Sandra
  75. 66. Kerstin
  76. 67. Sandra
  77. 68. Kerstin
  78. 69. Sandra
  79. 70. Kerstin
  80. 71. Jan
  81. 72. Sandra
  82. 73. Kerstin
  83. 74. Jan
  84. 75. Sandra
  85. 76. Jan
  86. 77. Sandra
  87. 78. Kerstin
  88. Acknowledgements

Thanks to a phone call made to Hallin’s place of work, she had made sure he wasn’t at home because she definitely didn’t want to see the guy again, and above all she lacked the courage to confront him. Discounting a future trial, of course—when she would probably be in the witness box.

And now here she was, standing outside Hallin’s front door ringing the bell, her mouth bone dry with nerves and her hands trembling so much that she had to put them in her trouser pockets in order to disguise it. She knew that Gunilla Hallin was at home because she had glimpsed her inside, passing the windows several times.

The door opened and there was a woman in her fifties standing there smiling at her. She had an open face with laughter lines at the corners of her eyes, and she didn’t look too dangerous.

Sandra cleared her throat and swallowed.

“Hello,” she said. “I’m Sandra.”

“I recognise that name—wasn’t it you who called the other day? About some kid that Jan had promised to sponsor?”

“Yes,” Sandra acknowledged. “That was me.”

“I’m afraid he’s not at home, but . . .”

“I was actually looking to speak to you,” Sandra interrupted her.

The woman took on an expression of confusion that seemed to demand an explanation.

“You won’t like what I have to say,” said Sandra. “But I’m doing it because I don’t see any other way out.”

“That sounds worrying,” said Mrs. Hallin, frowning.

“I wasn’t entirely truthful the last time we spoke. I tried to show you some consideration, and I hoped it would be resolved without involving you.”

“What is it you’re trying to say?”

The initial friendliness was dissipating; the woman was preparing herself for bad news and didn’t want to string out the torment for any longer than was necessary. What Sandra had to say was provocative in itself, but the way she said it might soften the blow. She had already made up her mind to wrap up her words so that they didn’t seem too aggressive.

“I’ve got nothing to do with your relationship whatsoever, which is why . . .”

“That’s something we can agree on,” the woman interrupted. She had begun to look irritated. “Get to the point.”

“Jan is the father of my child,” Sandra stated.

Gunilla Hallin looked at her wide-eyed—she seemed to have stopped breathing. Sandra waited for the message to sink in, predicting a torrent of accusations in return. But when the woman finally managed to control her breathing, she gave a deep sigh, crossed her arms over her chest as if to protect herself from some outer danger, and stared down at her feet. She sighed again and gave Sandra a teary-eyed look.

“And now you want money?” she said, swallowing.