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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Well, she didn’t lick it off the stones, did she, love?’

‘No, Ma, she didn’t.’

‘Has she sent you a sign, Gracie?’

‘No, Ma . . .’

‘Oh . . .’

‘But she talks to me.’

Molly bit her lip hard and clenched her jaw so tight her teeth hurt. Talk to me, love, please, talk to your mammy, but dead Rabbit had no time for her ma.

They stared at the wardrobe, found wanting, for another second or two.

‘What about the beautiful silk nightdress that Marjorie brought her from Rome?’ Grace said.

‘You can’t put her in lingerie!’

‘Why not, she’s asleep, isn’t she?’ Grace said. ‘Besides, it’s expensive and it looks like a dress.’

‘Cop on,’ Molly said.

‘No one will know but us. It’s probably the best thing Rabbit ever owned.’ It dawned on Grace that Rabbit hadn’t even had a chance to wear it.

‘Cop on,’ Molly repeated. ‘We might have to buy something.’

Grace welled up. ‘She’d hate that.’

Molly knew her daughter was right; it was all too much and it was still early.

‘We don’t need to make that decision now. Let’s just get her home. I just want her home,’ Molly said, her voice quieter. She patted Grace’s back. Grace wiped her eyes and nose and nodded, OK.

Grace practically ran out of Rabbit’s house; she didn’t stop to take in the rooms that screamed Rabbit’s presence. Molly did, though. She dallied in the hallway and placed her hand on the old photograph of the Hayes family, taken in the eighties when the world forgot taste and the Irish had only a passing acquaintance with hair products. Twelve-year-old Rabbit stared back at her with two long ponytails either side of her head, an eyepatch and thick glasses. Where are you now, Rabbit Hayes?

Grace waited in the car while Molly scheduled the day’s events with Davey. As soon as Molly got in she put her foot down and reversed at the speed of light out of Rabbit’s driveway, nearly killing Kyle, who dived off his bike to escape Molly’s urgent-verging-on-dangerous driving. Grace screamed. Molly slammed on the brakes. Kyle disappeared behind the car.

‘Oh God, what have I done?’

‘Oh God, what have you done?’ Grace shouted, staring in the wing mirror, terrified to move.

‘I just fuckin’ asked that, Grace,’ Molly shouted in panic. Her nerves were now completely gone. Kyle rebounded and waved at the women. Molly rested her head on the steering wheel. ‘Thank Jesus.’

He picked up his bike and walked around to the window. Molly pulled it down.

‘Are you all right, son?’ she enquired, filled with remorse. He held up his other hand. It was bleeding. ‘Oh God,’ she said.

‘Ah don’t worry, Mrs Hayes, I’ve had way worse.’

‘Are you sure, love?’