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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Right then,’ Molly said, ‘I’ll sort it.’ She walked up the stairs and entered the room. Juliet, like her granda, was pretending to be asleep.

‘I know you’re awake, little lady,’ Molly said. ‘Don’t kid a kidder.’

Juliet opened her eyes. Molly took her shoes off and got on the bed; Juliet automatically cuddled into her gran.

‘This is the worst of it.’

‘Isn’t it all bad from here on in?’ Juliet asked.

‘Yeah, but at least you don’t have to make small talk and serve sandwiches,’ Molly said.

‘Gran?’

‘Yes, Bunny.’

‘I feel so sad I want to die,’ Juliet said in a small, fragile voice.

‘Don’t say that, love.’ Molly’s eyes filled and tears fell. She kissed her granddaughter on her head. ‘Please, please, don’t ever say that, but I know how you feel.’

Juliet agreed to get out of bed and shower and change. Molly decided it would be best if she stayed in her house that night, and asked Grace if she’d lend her Ryan and Bernard for the night. ‘She needs to be with kids her own age,’ Molly argued, and Davey and Grace conceded it was a better idea than leaving her to contemplate dying in her dead mother’s bed.

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Molly and Grace stood in front of Rabbit’s wardrobe to examine each and every item. Mostly it was filled with jeans of all colours and styles and V-neck T-shirts with band names emblazoned across them interspersed with the odd skirt and jacket, a navy bridesmaid’s dress and one knitted knee-length dress with a polo neck.

‘What about the bridesmaid’s dress?’ Grace said.

‘She’s not going to a wedding. Besides, she hated that bridesmaid’s dress,’ Molly said, and sat on the bed with her head in her hands.

‘I’m amazed she wore it.’ Grace sat beside her mother and put her arm around her.

‘She would have worn a brown paper bag if Marjorie asked her to,’ Molly said, raising her eyes to stare into the wardrobe that looked more like that of a sixteen-year-old rocker than a forty-year-old mother of one.

‘The polo neck will just emphasise how bloated her face is,’ Molly said.

‘We could buy something?’

‘Like what?’

‘I don’t know, maybe a dress with a V-neck or a nice blouse and pants.’

‘She’d hate that,’ Molly said. ‘She was always very particular about what she wore, even when she was a baby. I caught her putting her hand in her nappy and smearing shite on a pink top with a princess on it when she was two years old. “Message received,” said I, and that was the last time she had any dealings with pink or princesses. Do you remember?’

‘I do, Ma.’

‘She was so wilful,’ Molly lamented.

‘I wonder where she got that from,’ Grace said sarcastically and Molly chuckled a little.