Back Behind Her Lives
Chapters (42)
  1. Also by
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three - Three Months Before
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven - Three Months Before
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven - Before
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen - Before
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen - Before
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty - Before
  27. Chapter Twenty-one
  28. Chapter Twenty-two
  29. Chapter Twenty-three
  30. Chapter Twenty-four
  31. Chapter Twenty-five
  32. Chapter Twenty-six
  33. Chapter Twenty-seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-one
  38. Chapter Thirty-two
  39. Epilogue
  40. Bonus Material
  41. Discussion Questions
  42. Teaser chapter

Deven shook her head and stabbed the picture once more. He couldn’t possibly think that was Kennedy. He had met her sister a handful of times. Surely, he couldn’t be that forgetful.

“Look again Justin. Seriously look at this woman. Sure, they favor, but that’s not her.” A brief swell of hope bloomed in her chest when Justin angled his head to get a better look, narrowing his eyes in consideration. Finally, he sat back with sympathy marring his face.

Deven’s grip tightened on the porcelain of the bathroom sink, her headache returning with a savage intensity. She had a hard time accepting death. Her father’s death had taught her that about herself. Her mother had retreated into the protection of her own mind; Kennedy couldn’t relate since they didn’t share the same father, so Deven had been left to maneuver the grief alone. And man, was it a lonely journey. Her coworkers tried to placate her with condolences about the five stages of grief that did very little to comfort her—she straddled the fence between denial and depression, apparently, never acceptance. This was only heightened after what happened with the twins . . .

Instinct had Deven touching her stomach, as if by some miracle she could still feel their little movements. It was losing her father that had inserted the knife, pretty much losing her mother that had twisted it, and losing the twins that had torn the wound open at the seams to leave her raw and bleeding. She’d been in denial then too, still was on most days. Was it any wonder that she was denying Kennedy’s death?

Something moved behind her. Deven blinked once, then twice, struggling to clear the rest of the water from her vision. Sure enough, there was the faintest of glows as a woman floated up behind her, the bathroom stalls visible through her translucent skin. It was the woman in the morgue—their Kennedy—not hers. But here, up close she looked so much like her it was scary. Perhaps like Kennedy used to look before all the cosmetic surgery. The Kennedy before life happened.

The woman’s smile was sad, and her eyes looked as if she was pleading, though Deven didn’t know for what. Then, as fleeting as a whisper, she was gone. Deven turned around, but of course, the restroom was completely empty, the only sound coming from the water still gushing from the faucet.

That’s how Officer McKinney found her when she swung into the restroom, standing frozen and looking dazed into thin air. “Ms. Reynolds?” she called.

Deven turned, her expression unreadable.

Officer McKinney walked over and flipped down the faucet, abruptly halting the stream of water. “How are you holding up?”