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Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

“My grandmother died of the Sickness,” Zora says, pushing her lip sideways. “She was very young. My mother said she used to take her to pick kaeli berries each morning. That she’d planned the most beautiful turning out—you know, when a girl becomes a woman.”

“Oh, like a sweet sixteen?”

“Uh, sure. But this happens at fourteen. Well, in my GraMemi’s day it did. I never had a turning out. I grew up inside a mountain. The history of my people are stories on the lips of our Elders. For me, they are dreams, pictures in my head, the way I imagine it. That is a childhood I will never know.”

“I’m sorry, Zora. How much he took from you.” I see my father’s face. “And from me, too.”

“The tales say this island was ours,” she says. “It is almost make-believe, you know?”

I want to tell her it’s gon’ be real. That our people ain’t gon’ be forced to live this way, broken and in secret. That we will bloom on this island like kaeli flowers once did. But my words are wind. After everything I’ve done, every way I’ve failed, the only words she needs are actions.

The silence hangs between Zora and me as we stick to the perimeter, getting closer to Totsi’s. I’m careful to avoid walking in wide-open spaces. The Chancellor’s watchtower of an office is a dot up ahead at the far end of the Central District. I grit my teeth and press into the wall nearest us, sliding along its edge. It’s too far for him to see us, but if he’s up there, I don’t want to take any chances.

Jhamal falls in step with us and heat blossoms in me. In gratitude and something else I’m not ready to give words to. “Thanks for everything earlier. I’m really glad you came.”

He smiles, then winks. I hide my grin.

I check for Bri. She’s still to herself, quiet. As we walk, I pause every few moments, listening. We pass the Binding Ward, where onyx was attached to my skin before I knew I didn’t need that stolen toy. Before I knew the Ancestors’ magic lived in these cuffs and in me. It’s a heap of wreckage and something in me twists with joy. So many lies. Everything he built here was mortared in deception. Brick upon brick.

There’s so much carnage. Those fighting the Chancellor must be coordinated. Buildings tall and crumbled, the Justice Ward is a hollowed-out shell of a building. This is highly organized retaliation. Definitely not just some angry rioters. Smoke rises from a hill in the distance, from a residential neighborhood.

“Is that…?”

Bri shakes her head. “But my neighborhood is not that far from there.”