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Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

A SMALL COURTYARD ABOUT A hundred meters from the access point where the Ghizoni are is the closest thing we can get to a proper burial ground, Jhamal had explained. Abandoned buildings are walled around us, backed up by overgrown field. The fur-cloaked guy and a few others who dress just like him follow us outside. Kai and the Yakanna come along with a few other stragglers.

They stand on opposite ends, and I remember what Jhamal mentioned about tribal loyalty. The guy cloaked in fur wears armor similar to Jhamal’s: leather straps, the gold plates across half his chest. He is Beerchi, I bet. He and the men at his side must also be part of Jhamal’s clan.

Others in long robes tied with gold twine at the waist—huddle together away from everyone else, and it’s clearer what’s going on here; more than Yakannaian loyalties have reemerged. There are many divisions here.

“Gahlee,” Jhamal says, nodding in the white-robed men’s direction. “Or scribe, if you prefer the term. But gae-lee is how you would call their clan. Learned, lettered. Scholarly.” He means Bati.

I nod. I can totally see it. Two men lug a stone vase, grunting. I peer over its edge and it’s full of dirt from what I can tell.

“Let me help.” I point and flick my wrist up. “J’meh.”

The vase lifts, hovering above the ground. They thank me, but it’s me that should be thanking them. This was my mistake. Despite their pinched stares and foot tapping, they are going through with this knowing we don’t have the time for it. Because of me. I’m indebted to them.

Apology after apology claws at me.

“It is okay, Jelani,” Zora whispers, moving closer to me.

“I feel so bad.”

“Sssh.” She squeezes my hand and the knot in my chest eases some. “Stand here.” She gestures and I move next to her. “Now just copy what everyone does, and when it’s your turn, I’ll tell you what to do.”

I nod.

A drum sounds, signaling the beginning of the ceremony. And it is beautiful. And would only be more so if we could have it properly at the Ancestors’ burial ground behind Yiyo. But for now, this dirt patch surrounded by abandoned buildings on the outskirts of the Capital will do.

We stand in a circle around the boy, and two Beerchi in fur cloaks, lay stones over each of his eyes. The next two in line adorn his hands with flowers. The next pair, wearing long white robes, scoop dirt from the vase and cover his feet.