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Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

Light footsteps and clanging armor behind me tell me that Jhamal and Kai’s search came up empty. Instinctively, I look for the window on the top of the Chancellor’s tower, but we’re too far away now to see it. I press a palm to the Macazi’s forehead. He’s cold, so cold, like he’s been here like this forever. Like someone wanted this to happen here… and for us to find him.

“Na!” Kai shouts, and it startles me. “Get away from him.” She turns to Jhamal. “Does she know nothing?”

“Rue.” Jhamal rushes beside me. “Don’t touch—” He scrubs a palm down his face at the sight of my hand laid across the dead Macazi’s forehead. “Alright, get him up,” he says to the Yakanna hovering nearby, shocked. Zora nods and leads them in lifting the body.

“I don’t understand,” I say.

Jhamal pulls me aside, cutting a glance over his shoulder. Kai’s back there pacing.

“It is of great responsibility to touch the body of an innocent slain. The Ancestors consider honor above all Integrities. Honor is an inescapable duty, Jelani. And there is no honor in the death of an innocent. Whomever they are.”

“But I didn’t hurt him.”

“But you touched him. You are aware innocence was slain. So you are bound by honor to give him a proper burial now.”

“I… But… We don’t have time for that. I was just trying to—”

“I understand. But we have to. It is the way. You cannot dishonor the gods when it is their power that flows in your veins.”

I study his eyes a moment and the weight of the world hovers in them. This is serious. “Okay. Okay, if that’s the Ancestors’ way, okay.” I nudge my chin in Kai’s direction. “And what about her? She looks pissed.”

He sighs. “Yakanna are headstrong, rigidly loyal, and full of pride. Honor for the tribe is more valuable than anything, even life itself. You’ll never meet a more fierce, ambitious warrior than a Yakanna. But they can be so brittle….”

“That they break.”

“Yes.”

“And you? You’re not Yakanna.” He’s never mentioned his clan or any clans before.

“Yakanna are matriarchal. They do not partner with men… long term, I should say. If they take one on, it’s purely in servitude. We were a thing a while ago, but that is not a life I wanted, so I insisted we go our separate ways.”

Ah, so she’s clearly not over it.

“I am Beerchi.” He slaps his chest. “Might, wisdom, the two fiercest weapons. Whether male or female, it does not matter. We are drawn to follow whoever embodies these values best. But, Jelani, those alliances have long since dissolved. We are talking about the loyalties of our parents’ parents. Generations ago.”