Back Ashes of Gold
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

Outside, the world aboveground is silent. Zora and I fold ourselves on the ground. She places her palms up, head back, and chants the words the same as last time, asking the Ancestors for their favor over our travels.

My hands are scratchy on the pavement, but I find a hum of quiet and make my own plea to the Ancestors, for confidence, for strength, for wisdom, for everything I could use more of. My Ghizonian isn’t as sharp as hers, so I lay out my prayers in English, hoping they still hear them. We rise together and her countenance is warm, perked up. She always beams after prayers. I hope some of that optimism rubs off on me.

Zora hops up, dusting off her legs. “Sorry, if you’ll excuse me.” She walks in the opposite direction, fidgeting with her armor.

“I’ll see you in there,” I say, heading inside.

Back underground, Stain and Joshi have all the Macazi in neat rows and are checking off names. I scan for Taavi but don’t see her. I haven’t seen her all morning, come to think of it.

The little girl with the shaved head is at the front stuffing bits of bread into her pocket. I really need to learn her name. The spots on her ankle that should be purple in a few days are full of pallor. She looks good. Strong. Thank you, Bri.

“You doing alright?” I ask.

She glances both ways. “M-me?”

“Yeah, you.”

“I-I’m fine. Don’t worry about me, please. You have so much to… I’m fine.”

Thick skin, this one.

Armor.

I snatch a few pieces of hard meat from a tray and pass them to her. “Back home, I used to roll up pieces of my grandmama’s corn bread in a napkin and munch on it all through first period at school.”

She smiles.

“Wish I had some of that to share. It’s so good.”

“Thank you for helping me last night,” she says, finally meeting my eyes. “I don’t mean to take you away from the important things you are doing.”

“Looking out for you is one of the important things I’m doing.”

“Well… thank you.”

“What’s your name?”

“I am Rojala.”

“I’m Rue. Or Jelani, whichever.”

“Nice to meet you, Rue or Jelani.”

“You let me know if you need anything, alright? Whatever it is, you tell me.”

She dips her chin in agreement, and I leave her to it. She could be Tasha. And instead of being at home on the couch watching SpongeBob, she’s here marching with a stranger, hoping she doesn’t die.

“I’ma get you that corn bread one day. I mean it.”

She smiles and her eyes flicker with something I hadn’t seen before in her: hope.

With everyone formed up, Julius is easing the Seer onto her cart with some sort of makeshift wheels.

“Where’d you find…?”