Back Ashes of Gold
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  43. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  44. CHAPTER FORTY
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  47. More from this Series
  48. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  49. Also by J. Elle

“Rue, I mean, I’m an outsider here, so feel free to toss my opinion out the window, seriously. But…” She leans in, whispering. “The Macazi? They’ve got nothing. They have nothing to lose. I can’t even imagine what sort of pent-up anger they have….”

“Toward the Chancellor. The enemy of my enemy, Bri, is my friend. We have no reason to not like them. What have they done to anyone?”

“Well, I remember once, my dad had come home from the mines, and he’d saved up just enough coin to grab some dongyas from the sweetshop. He paid the vendor, got his order, turned his back, and it was gone. Just gone! Some Maca had snuck up and stolen it right under his nose. Dad saw them getting away, but there was nothing he could do at that point. They’re fast runners, apparently. Like, who does that?!”

“People who are hungry.”

She sighs, exasperated. “I’m just saying we have no reason to trust them, either. They live in alleyways and in shadows, stealing to…”

“Feed themselves.”

She sighs again, this time pinching the bridge of her nose. “The Macazi aren’t magical. How can they even help?”

“Bri?”

“Yes?”

“You’re doing that thing again.”

“What?”

“Where you sound really privileged and selfish.”

She opens her mouth, then closes it. Only to open and close it again.

“Maybe marinate on that for a bit?”

She turns pink and nods.

I turn to Zora, burying my annoyance with how quickly Bri can pop off and show me no matter how tight we are, there’s still dissonance. It’s like she can only “get it” so much. Because at the end of the day, she’s Zruki. She was given magic, raised in a world where she was not at the tip-top of society, but still valued, trusted. Told she mattered.

The Macazi don’t have that. They were literally told and shown the opposite. Their people are carted off to community housing, tests are run on them from what I heard. That has to garner some empathy. That has to at least crack the walls of how she sees the world.

And what about my people, the Ghizoni? We got even less than the Macazi. We got nothing. Not life. Not freedom. Not a choice. None of that. Does she only ride with me on getting the Ghizoni magic back because I explained it to her? That’s not gon’ work. She has to fully reshape those glasses sitting on her nose. She has to get it herself.

She’s sitting in the corner with a book, her cheeks the color of a beet. I go over and squeeze her shoulder just so she knows we’re good. She tugs her lips sideways in an embarrassed smile.