Back As If on Cue
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

The sisters are as rocky as ever and our valiant attempt to intervene did not help much. Delia vented to Reid. Upset that The Monicas did not get invited to Delia’s bat mitzvah, Hannah iced Delia. I tried to talk to her, but mid-conversation, before I could even start to question her about her relationship with The Monicas, she pulled out her phone and opened TikTok. The ultimate dismissal.

Reid sighs. “I cannot explain Hannah’s life choices.”

“She’s twelve. That is the explanation.”

Reid pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose. He’s been wearing them more, I notice. “They’ll figure it out. You and Chao will too. You’re lucky to have a person like that.”

I don’t know how to respond to that, so I don’t. Reid flushes and starts playing matching games on his phone. I try listening to a podcast for the rest of the ride, but I can’t focus. I guess I never really thought about it, what Reid said. I mean, he has plenty of friends. At school, he’s with The First Chairs. And the underclassmen look up to him. He’s their fearless leader.

Reid has his instrument. Reid has lessons with Dad.

Reid has a competitor-turned-temporary-collaborator. Me.

But he’s never had a person.

Reid taps his knee to the beat of the music for the entire first act and it’s so distracting, but I know, without a doubt, bringing him was the right decision.

Our seats are in the mezzanine, second row, with a perfect view to take in the artistry and choreography of the animal puppets and the set design. The show is incredible. I tear up pretty much the moment the music starts. “The Circle of Life” is an intense emotional experience live, okay! There is so much to take in… but I’m having fun watching Reid. I’ve never seen him so absorbed in a moment. He even sheds a tear when Mufasa dies, and doesn’t try to hide it. Then he dances in his chair during “Hakuna Matata”—when he knows I’m never going to let him live it down. Reid is… having fun?

It’s shocking.

At intermission Reid excuses himself in the name of overpriced M&M’s and I try to reconcile this musical theater–obsessed Reid with the serious clarinet is my life person in my kitchen every morning. I try scrolling through my phone but the service is spotty this high up, so I drop it back into my purse and take a sip of water. The lady sitting next to me makes eye contact and smiles. She’s grandma age and wearing a statement glam necklace.

“How long have you been together?”

I choke on water. Full-on spit up all over my dress.

“We’re not,” I cough.

“Sure, sweets. Sure.”