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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

But I can’t stop thinking about the last words Reid said to me. I want you. Like, Reid meant my opinion, right? Obviously. He did not lower his voice. Did not chew on his lip. It’s just the suit. Everyone looks better in a suit. It’s a fact. Tomorrow Reid will be normal Reid and I will be normal Natalie and our relationship will be us on a truce until Melted is over.

That’s all this is. Just a truce.

Except I can’t shake the image of us dancing and laughing, of how close we were. Of how close we’ve been. Working on music until the middle of the night. Sharing a piano bench. I don’t know if we can just wipe that away when the time expires—or if I even want to.

Reid has always been in my space, but for the first time in our entire lives, I don’t think I want him to go away.

CHAPTER TWENTY

Delia, Hannah, and Henry beat me to the leftover cupcakes the next morning. They beat Fitz, too, technically—but that’s less of a surprise, as she’s still snoring on the air mattress in my room. Henry and Fitz both slept over last night, coming back to the Jacobson residence for what was a truly wild after-party. By which I mean we drank a bottle of Manischewitz left over from the Kiddush and watched Netflix romcoms until Henry fell asleep on the couch and Fitz and I relocated to my room, per house sleepover rules. For the first time in a month, we didn’t mention Melted or Danica or Henry’s impending college decisions—we were just us.

I enter the kitchen as Delia and Hannah explain how Animal Crossing works to Henry.

“Turnips are a scam but we love a good con,” Hannah explains.

Henry frowns. “And you need turnips because…?”

“For the bells, Henry!” Delia exclaims. “To pay off our housing loan! Keep up.”

I need to get up to speed with the sisters—better to focus on their drama, or sudden lack thereof, than my own.

“Hey, Natalie,” Hannah says. “I need all the details.”

I reach for a glass of water. “Details?”

“On Reid’s acting debut!” Delia says.

Henry is confused. “Wait. Callahan is now an actor?”

Oh. Right. Post-apology, we explicitly did not talk about Melted. “Yeah. There isn’t really another choice. We’ve been blacklisted. Toby told everyone I’m a nightmare to work with. We are hemorrhaging the talent we already had.”

“What the hell? Don’t they know what’s at stake?” Fitz asks.

“They don’t care,” I say. “We don’t need a big ensemble—but we do need a Moritz.”

“Reid wants to do it?” Henry asks, his mouth full of cupcake.

“Wants to is an overstatement,” Hannah says.

“But he will,” I say.

Henry considers this. “I guess his voice isn’t shit.”