Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- Natalie vs. Reid
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- The First Chair Wars
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- Outplayed
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- The Prank War
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- The Setup
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- Anything But Music
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- Acknowledgments
- More from the Author
- About the Author
- Also by Marisa Kanter
But I can’t stop thinking about the last words Reid said to me. I want you. Like, Reid meant my opinion, right? Obviously. He did not lower his voice. Did not chew on his lip. It’s just the suit. Everyone looks better in a suit. It’s a fact. Tomorrow Reid will be normal Reid and I will be normal Natalie and our relationship will be us on a truce until Melted is over.
That’s all this is. Just a truce.
Except I can’t shake the image of us dancing and laughing, of how close we were. Of how close we’ve been. Working on music until the middle of the night. Sharing a piano bench. I don’t know if we can just wipe that away when the time expires—or if I even want to.
Reid has always been in my space, but for the first time in our entire lives, I don’t think I want him to go away.
CHAPTER TWENTY
Delia, Hannah, and Henry beat me to the leftover cupcakes the next morning. They beat Fitz, too, technically—but that’s less of a surprise, as she’s still snoring on the air mattress in my room. Henry and Fitz both slept over last night, coming back to the Jacobson residence for what was a truly wild after-party. By which I mean we drank a bottle of Manischewitz left over from the Kiddush and watched Netflix romcoms until Henry fell asleep on the couch and Fitz and I relocated to my room, per house sleepover rules. For the first time in a month, we didn’t mention Melted or Danica or Henry’s impending college decisions—we were just us.
I enter the kitchen as Delia and Hannah explain how Animal Crossing works to Henry.
“Turnips are a scam but we love a good con,” Hannah explains.
Henry frowns. “And you need turnips because…?”
“For the bells, Henry!” Delia exclaims. “To pay off our housing loan! Keep up.”
I need to get up to speed with the sisters—better to focus on their drama, or sudden lack thereof, than my own.
“Hey, Natalie,” Hannah says. “I need all the details.”
I reach for a glass of water. “Details?”
“On Reid’s acting debut!” Delia says.
Henry is confused. “Wait. Callahan is now an actor?”
Oh. Right. Post-apology, we explicitly did not talk about Melted. “Yeah. There isn’t really another choice. We’ve been blacklisted. Toby told everyone I’m a nightmare to work with. We are hemorrhaging the talent we already had.”
“What the hell? Don’t they know what’s at stake?” Fitz asks.
“They don’t care,” I say. “We don’t need a big ensemble—but we do need a Moritz.”
“Reid wants to do it?” Henry asks, his mouth full of cupcake.
“Wants to is an overstatement,” Hannah says.
“But he will,” I say.
Henry considers this. “I guess his voice isn’t shit.”