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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

I don’t know what the school committee’s verdict is going to do to us.

I do know, though, that when I don’t waste so much energy convincing myself I hate Reid—I like him. A lot.

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

Reid’s Albany Institute fate is in my hands.

I am holding a large envelope addressed to Reid, sealed with a fancy embossed sticker. Inside is the answer to whether Reid has been accepted to audition in person. He asked me to be on the lookout for the letter, since his parents don’t even know he applied and the Albany Institute is archaic in their devotion to sending news via the mail.

Reid has been so hyped for Melted, he hasn’t mentioned the Albany Institute much. Every time I bring it up, he shrugs it off. Then he kisses me and I forget what we were even talking about. It’s getting more… normal, us dating. Last week, high on a great rehearsal, I posted on Instagram a candid Fitz took of Reid and me laughing between scenes and Molly lost her shit. So regarding of the status of us, I guess we’re Post-Pictures-Together-on-Instagram official. Also, there are rules now when Reid comes over. The main one? No more closed doors.

I told my dad it only happened because we thought no one was home but he just covered his ears, all la la la. Reid told me that my dad tried to have the talk with him before their Monday morning lesson and it was by far the worst five minutes of his life.

“He asked me what my intentions are. Then asked if I needed condoms. And I died.”

“He did not,” I said. We were watching a movie in my basement, like actually watching it because, you know, open door policy and all.

Reid arched one eyebrow. “Because we’re apparently having, you know, so much sex.”

I threw popcorn at him. “Obviously.”

Reid laughed and kissed the tip of my nose. And that’s when I found out we’re both virgins—which is somehow surprising, but not. I don’t know, it’s not like I thought much about Reid’s sex life until I factored into it. But after we kissed for the first time, I assumed he was more experienced. Band camp and all. He laughed, loud, when I asked him straight up.