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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

The train pulls up and I slide into a window seat for the ride to North Station. I open Spotify on my phone and begin to play The Lion King. Of course I know the music, but I want to listen to the Broadway version to get pumped up.

“What are you doing?” Reid asks. He takes my phone out of my hand and presses pause before the opening number even starts. “Natalie. Listening to the OBC album right before seeing a show will ruin the live theater experience. This is basic!”

I frown. “OBC?”

“Original Broadway Cast? Come on, Nat.”

His expression is so stern, so serious, I can’t help but laugh. “Reid, it’s The Lion King.”

My phone buzzes in Reid’s hand. It’s just a spam email. Not a text from Henry. I grab my phone and drop it in my purse, disappointed. Henry and I have been in a standoff since my birthday. I’m not texting first. No way. Henry blew up at me, out of nowhere, on my birthday! Acted as if I haven’t been doing everything I can to protect our vision of Melted. All on my own. Since he walked away.

Ugh.

I push away my Henry feelings because I want today to be good. I want to get lost in research. I want to be inspired to go home and write. I want to emerge from this experience as someone qualified to direct a musical.

Codirect. Whatever.

Henry Chao ruined my birthday. He doesn’t get to ruin this day too.

Reid slides into the seat next to me. “What’s the deal with you and Chao?”

I frown. Is Reid a mind reader now?

“It’s none of your business,” I snap.

“Right.”

Of course, Reid backing off makes me want to talk about it.

“It’s just… Melted was supposed to be ours. Henry’s and mine. One last thing we made together before he left for college. And now I don’t know what it is, or whose it is, but it definitely doesn’t feel like ours. He doesn’t come to our writing sessions. He trashes the songs. And then he has the audacity to comment about how much time we spend together, as if we have a choice.”

Reid frowns. “He doesn’t like the songs?”

“He said I’m directing Melted into the ground.”

“Wow,” Reid says. “I know it’s been a rough start… but that’s not true.”

I shrug. “I don’t know. Maybe it’s all too jazzy.”

Reid’s eyebrows rise. “Everyone at your party loved the music.”

“I know. I just… feel kind of like Delia and Hannah right now.”