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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. Happy Birthday in Jazz Clarinet
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. Natalie vs. Reid
  12. CHAPTER SEVEN
  13. CHAPTER EIGHT
  14. The First Chair Wars
  15. CHAPTER NINE
  16. CHAPTER TEN
  17. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  18. Outplayed
  19. CHAPTER TWELVE
  20. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  21. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  22. The Prank War
  23. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  24. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  25. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  26. The Setup
  27. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  28. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY
  30. Aaron Jacobson’s Protégé
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  34. Anything But Music
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY
  42. Acknowledgments
  43. More from the Author
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Marisa Kanter

“I mean—” I start, searching for a way to backpedal. If people face-palmed in real life, that would be me right now. “It’s our sisters! The Monicas have been getting between them since Delia got back from Jock Camp.”

“Really?” Reid’s eyes widen with concern. “Am I that oblivious?”

“Yes.” Reid is like my dad in that way. Everything else in the world—people, priorities, problems—fade into the background when they are absorbed in their music. “I need Hannah to snap out of this middle school spiral ASAP. Delia almost invited The Monicas to her bat mitzvah!”

“Seventh grade is the worst.”

Reid’s eyes meet mine and take me back to seventh grade. I squash down all the feelings that come with it. This is about Delia, not me.

“Swap?” Reid asks. “I’ll talk to Delia. You take Hannah.”

We nod in sync and I take a step back, retreating from this conversation. As I’m crossing the parking lot, it occurs to me that I can’t remember the last time Reid and I had a conversation that wasn’t about Melted. Like, did I just make a plan with Reid? Not against him? I guess The Monicas are a common enemy. And Reid is somewhat tolerable when he’s worried about our sisters. Still. We? The words spilled from my lips as if I can’t handle this myself. As if I need him. There’s got to be something wrong with me.

But then I see Delia’s tearstained cheeks in the rearview mirror when I slide into Fitz’s passenger seat—and some things are bigger than Natalie vs. Reid.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Mere weeks before a script is due to Mrs. Mulaney, Reid suggests a developmental edit. We’re in a circle in Dad’s classroom after school, meant to present a first look at the songs and structure of Melted: The Musical, when Reid goes rogue and launches into an idea that I, his codirector, in no way approved.

“I’m having trouble writing a Moritz song,” Reid says. “What if we cut him?”

I frown. Cut an entire character arc—the villain’s character arc—because Reid is blocked?

“What?”

“Hear me out,” Reid starts, tucking his pencil behind his ear. “Moritz is supposed to be the villain… but isn’t the point that the villain isn’t any one character? That it’s the planet and this external force that no one—not even Adina—can control? The setting is the villain.”

I cannot even at Reid attempting to mansplain my script to me and getting it wrong.

So wrong.