Thatz tha other thing, I have only had sex with 2 guys and I am 23 years old, I suppoze that makes me sexually inexperienced or something but it iz what it iz. I havent really met anyone I really like and even those 2 I would say were a mistake. Thatz why u could say I am picky. The first time I was 15 and I wanted to find out what it was all about, I was away at this G&T summer camp and I became girlfriend to a black boy my age and we spent many hrs sneaking off to make out under tha trees and experiment, heavy petting they wuldve called it a few yearz ago, 1 thing led to another and we had sex. Oh it lasted all of about 120 seconds and he came inside me even tho I told him not to cum in me. Well there were no consequences to that THANK GOD I was nervous for a month we both were but nothing happened so here we are. But by that point the 2 of us were pretty weird around each other, it was hiz 1st time too, so that was the end of that. The second one was a guy from Columbia I met when I was a senior in high school, that whole thing was weird, cuz at the time I was walkin around with a case of eczema on my ass and he always said how much he liked it and he wanted to see it but I would only face him forward. We did it once in his dorm room and then we were laying in bed and comparing how much darker he was than me, holding our arms next to each other, I am very pale and he was very tan, and he said somethin like “if I get much darker I am going to be a black man” (it was summertime) and stupid me I said “that was my first” and he said “first what” and then I knew I had a problem. I explained that I lost my virginity to a black boy and all the tan went out of his face, he put on his clothes and that was the end of that. U might say that’s a pretty fuckin racist thing and I have thought about it over tha years but I think he just cared about me and didn’t like the idea of anyone else sleepin with me let alone a black guy and maybe he was just worried about the size of his dick. I think u’d have to be pretty shallow 2 care bout somethin like that but in the age of porn u never know. That shit is all over the place now and if I was 14 and learning about sex I would think that all dicks were 10 inches and I would be set up for a major disappointment. I’m not much into that shit anyway it all seemz to be about tha hydraulixx of tha male orgazzm.