That reminds me, where is that W83 kid. I’m BUZZZZZZING and I BUZZZZZZ over to the 3COM pit past PMCS and that Goober guy and past Afroman in Big MO and on over to COMS, and sure enough, the dork is standing right in the middle of the shit and looks like he is about to get punched in the mouth about eleven times. He looks at me and I look at him

and wink.

HA HA HA I laugh to myself after that one fuckin funny right. I just got in W83’s head. Well LIKE I SAID guys like him are one in a MILLION a DIAMOND in the rough whatever stupid fuckin saying you want to say. NOT TO WORRY I am going to hook him up with some MASSIVE FLOW because after that I am going to own his ass.

Problem is that BUZZZZZZ is gone fuckin GONE ALREADY what the fuck I just did 2 lines like 10 minutes ago and now I need to reload. I go back to Delaware Options nose dragging on the ground again except this time they don’t look so amused, they are in the middle of pricing up some big butterfly or something and I go right in there and start RIPPPPPPING it all up, it’s GONE. I wipe my face and walk out of there leaving nothing but a trail of DESTRUCTION. Fuckin hilarious right.

BUT IT’S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE Christ I wish this would end I wish the money would end I can’t stop making 30 grand a day what would you do if you made 30 grand a day? NO FUCKING SERIOUSLY WHAT WOULD YOU DO. If you had UNLIMITED fucking RESOURCES and you could do whatever you want and there were no cops no rules no nothing no boundaries no nothing what the FUCK would you do. YOU WOULD DO WHAT I DO THAT’S WHAT SO DON’T GIVE ME THAT SHIT YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES. ANYONE would do what I do. Sure I suppose I could save and plan for tomorrow but WHO KNOWS if there is going to be a tomorrow there wasn’t for Ginger’s retarded sister and there wasn’t for me and Ginger. SO DON’T GIVE ME THAT SHIT.

Yeah well maybe that worked before, but it’s not workin so good anymore, I about bit it on my shag fuckin carpet and I just sniffed half an ounce and I can’t feel a GODDAMN thing. I am gettin near the end, I can feel it just like I felt me and Ginger getting to the END and the END and the END. I may be stupid but I am not stupid.

It is better to be alive than dead.

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In the meantime I got SHIT to do I got a million fuckin orders including a put fly in GBLX 200 times and some upside calls in CSCO and some other shit in CMGI. I manage not to make ANY errors on any of that shit even though I am now higher than a kite and these motherfuckers keep looking at me like I’m some kind of zombie with rotting flesh or some shit YEAH I GET IT I look like shit go fuck yourself.