And sometimes we would make a special trip into the city, an hour on the subway, just to eat shrooms and walk around Times Square and look at the fancy fancy lights. I actually took her to Limelight once or twice but she wasn’t into that, people walking around in gothic spacesuits and shit. But she was up for whatever to this day haven’t met anyone like her that wasn’t a hooker, whatever that is supposed to mean. AND IT BRINGS A TEAR to my eye just thinkin about it because even with all the partying and fucking we were awesome fuckin friends we used to hang out all the time pass notes at school lay on the grass stare up at the sky make out in the hallways all that shit and it went on for a good year, and I put up with some serious shit at first because it’s a bunch of Mick kids in the school not too many girls from the DR and theres some racist bastards its NEW YORK what do you expect you got a bunch of Irish and Italian racist cops, it’s not like Law and Fuckin Order. And she was a good influence too she was a pretty smart female and used to tell me T22 you need to get good grades and go to school and not be a fuckup and I actually used to listen to her and study when we could stop touching each other long enough to sit still and study (I even got to fifth base after a while, which was awesome but also weird because there is nothing up there but air, who would have guessed that). But things weren’t all good her mom was pretty fuckin IRRESPONSIBLE she was hosing black guys all the time and there was a prescription for herpes meds in the medicine cabinet and Ginger was worried her mom was actually a whore which is a pretty tough pill to swallow when you are a sixteen year old girl in fuckin high school, your mom is a whore. Well if she was making money Ginger wasn’t getting any of it that was for sure she didn’t have much of a future even though she was a smart girl. And her sister was kind of retarded but she was nice, we’d sit in her house and watch TV together and Ginger would jerk me off under a blanket and the kid would never figure it out, this went on for months. And things were great until they weren’t she started to get worried about the drugs Ginger could take it or leave it but I was pretty into the E-bombs but it wasn’t really that it was the coke when Luke started selling that stuff I was hooked I remember the first time just like W83’s first time last night, the first time is always the best and then you spend the rest of your life CHASING IT, and I was CHASING IT.