So Ginger is the best fuckin thing to happen to me hands down the best fuckin thing of all time. She’s kind of a funny lookin chick not good lookin in the traditional sense at all. But she’s got this look like she knows some shit, she looks at you sideways and she has that closed mouth smile and she looks like she knows some fuckin shit really. So she’s brown and she’s got shiny black hair all curls and she never shows her teeth, she just smiles at you with her mouth closed, and they say the eyes are the window to the soul well she’s got some fuckin soul GODDAMN. She looks at me and I melt daily. And truthfully she had a big fat ass even at sixteen or whatever (she was a year older than me) and even more truthfully the boobs were not huge and the body was actually probably a little below average EVEN FOR ME who’s not picky I’m really not. I rack my brain but it pisses me off I can’t even remember how we hooked up, that whole time was kind of a fuckin blur really. And it was silly her name was Ginger, she was Dominican and looked 100% DR too. Truth be told I think her mom moved her and her sister over from Bergenline Avenue sometime when she was in junior high which is why we never fuckin crossed paths. And I was her first, she told me so and I believe her, but really her second because she said one of her moms boyfriends running around did something to her a long time ago but she didn’t want to talk about that and I didn’t want to press the issue. She don’t want to talk about it she don’t have to talk about it. What am I gonna do hunt the motherfucker down and rip his throat out, no, the past is past. So I fuck her on like the second date in her house, her mom was never around, and I was all weird for like a week after that, we used no protection and even though I didn’t blow my load I was like fuck, it was my first time too. So I show up to school the next day (all I can remember about that place is the cement blocks making up the walls, and the little desks) and SHE’S NOT THERE and I’m like HOLY FUCK what did I do. But she was just sick and could pretty much skip school whenever she wanted so it wasn’t like I did anything weird, I was worried there for a second. But we got to fucking all the time and it was awesome, she would let me come inside her (with a condom) and it was GNARLATIOUS and half the time I would drool on her forehead and we got a laugh out of that. And then I introduced her to Luke’s booze and we used to fuck drunk and drop E-bombs and fuck and we pretty much partied all the time.