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Chapters (111)
  1. Cubierta
  2. Agent 6
  3. 1950
  4. Moscow
  5. Moscow
  6. Moscow
  7. Same Day
  8. Moscow
  9. Moscow
  10. Moscow
  11. Moscow
  12. FIFTEEN YEARS LATER
  13. Moscow
  14. Next Day
  15. Manhattan
  16. Airspace over New York City
  17. Manhattan
  18. Manhattan
  19. New Jersey
  20. Bradhurst
  21. Manhattan
  22. Bradhurst
  23. Same Day
  24. Same Day
  25. Same Day
  26. Manhattan
  27. Same Day
  28. Manhattan
  29. Moscow
  30. Manhattan
  31. Moscow
  32. Manhattan
  33. Same Day
  34. Manhattan
  35. Bradhurst
  36. Manhattan
  37. Harlem
  38. Manhattan
  39. Manhattan
  40. Same Day
  41. Same Day
  42. Global Travel Company
  43. Manhattan
  44. Manhattan
  45. Manhattan
  46. Manhattan
  47. Harlem
  48. ONE WEEK LATER
  49. USSR
  50. Moscow
  51. Same Day
  52. EIGHT YEARS LATER
  53. Soviet–Finnish Border
  54. SEVEN YEARS LATER
  55. Greater Province of Kabul
  56. Greater Province of Kabul
  57. Greater Province of Kabul
  58. Greater Province of Kabul
  59. Greater Province of Kabul
  60. Headquarters of the 40th Army
  61. Greater Province of Kabul
  62. Greater Province of Kabul
  63. Greater Province of Kabul
  64. Kabul Province
  65. Greater Province of Kabul
  66. Greater Province of Kabul
  67. Greater Province of Kabul
  68. Same Day
  69. Greater Province of Kabul
  70. The Border of Laghman and
  71. Greater Province of Kabul
  72. The Road from Kabul to Jalalabad
  73. The Border of Laghman and
  74. Village of Sau
  75. Same Day
  76. Same Day
  77. Same Day
  78. Same Day
  79. Nangarhar Province
  80. Next Day
  81. Same Day
  82. Same Day
  83. Same Day
  84. Hindu Kush Mountain Range
  85. Same Day
  86. Pakistan
  87. Next Day
  88. Same Day
  89. SIX MONTHS LATER
  90. Manhattan
  91. Bradhurst
  92. New York City
  93. Same Day
  94. Same Day
  95. Washington DC
  96. Same Day
  97. Harlem
  98. Harlem
  99. New Jersey
  100. New Jersey
  101. Same Day
  102. Same Day
  103. Same Day
  104. New York City
  105. ONE MONTH LATER
  106. Soviet Airspace above Moscow
  107. Moscow
  108. Same Day
  109. Next Day
  110. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  111. Autor

There were over a hundred pages of entries. Polina Peshkova wrote about her work and life. Her character came through strongly: a whimsical style, punctuated by diversions, sudden thoughts and exclamations. The entries flitted from subject to subject, often abandoning one strand and leaving it unfinished. There were no political statements, concentrating entirely on the day-today motions of her life and drawings. Having read the entire diary, Leo couldn’t deny that there was something appealing about the woman. She frequently laughed at her mistakes, documented with perceptive honesty. Her candour might explain why she hid the diary so carefully. It was highly improbable it had been forged as a deceit. With this thought in mind, Leo gestured for Grigori to sit down. He had remained standing, as if on guard duty, for the entire time Leo had been reading. He was nervous. Grigori perched on the edge of the chair. Leo asked:

—Tell me, if she’s innocent, why did she hide the diary?

Seeming to sense that Leo’s attitude towards her was thawing, Grigori became excited. He spoke quickly, rushing through a possible explanation.

—She lives with her mother and two younger brothers. She doesn’t want them snooping through it. Perhaps they’d make fun of her. I don’t know. She talks of love, maybe such thoughts embarrass her. It’s nothing more than that. We must be able to distinguish when something is not important.

Leo’s thoughts wandered. He could imagine Grigori approaching the young woman. Yet he struggled to imagine her responding fondly to a stranger’s question. Why didn’t she tell him to leave her alone? It seemed wildly imprudent of her to be so open. He leaned forward, lowering his voice, not because he feared being overheard but to signal that he was no longer talking to him formally, as a secret-police officer.

—What happened between the two of you? You walked up to her and started talking? And she…

Leo hesitated. He didn’t know how to finish the sentence. Finally, stumbling, he asked:

—And she responded…?

Grigori seemed unsure whether the question was put to him by a friend or by a superior officer. When he understood that Leo was genuinely curious, he answered:

—How else do you meet someone except to introduce yourself? I spoke about her art. I told her that I’d seen some of her work – which is true. The conversation continued from there. She was easy to talk to, friendly.

Leo found this extraordinary.

—She wasn’t suspicious?

—No.

—She should have been.

Briefly they’d been speaking as friends, about matters of the heart, now they were agents again. Grigori sank his head.

—Yes, you’re right, she should have been.

He wasn’t angry with Leo. He was angry with himself. His connection with the artist was built on a lie: his affection was founded on artifice and deception.

Surprising himself, Leo offered the diary to Grigori.

—Take it.