Chapters (86)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Family Tree
- Part One: The Fisherman in Love
- July 1941
- To Look at Her with Intention
- A Swell Dame
- The Harvey Girls
- A Match to the Side
- Like a Gentleman
- Needly in the Water
- South American Way
- Illegal in Summertime
- Aix-les-Bains
- Kind Lady Lives Here
- The World Wasn’t Enough
- Pass the Salt
- Fiskare
- Fiskfika
- A Small Hotel
- What Are Uncles For?
- A Flair For the Dramatic
- A Better Man For It
- The Bender
- November 1944
- A Damn to Give
- Emil’s One
- Horse’s Neck
- Good Enough
- Part Two: The Fisherman at War
- December 1944
- Captain Who?
- I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
- Civilian Terror
- The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
- Holy Schmitt
- Grand and Casual
- Extraordinary Soldiers
- January 1945
- To Kill For Friends
- Say His Name
- Strong Letter to Follow
- Now
- Goose Egg
- Close as Any Man and Woman
- Something to Someone
- February-April 1945
- Nothing For It
- Hungry
- A Different Breed of Brothers
- Everything a Father Could
- The Resurrection and the Life
- Fish Hook
- Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
- May 1945
- True Hunger
- Shadows and Burrs
- Keeper of the Flame
- The Barrel
- Hangman’s Coming
- Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
- August 1945
- The Monastery
- Angels of the River
- I Had a Lover
- September 1945
- Trade Secrets
- Home
- Minor Mine
- Our Greatest Weapon
- Bra Som Guld
- Erik
- A Bit of an All Right
- Jacques’ Trap
- Still a Sort of Fisherman
- Guarding the Perimeter
- October 1945
- Juicy Fruit
- The Way He Wrote It
- June 1947
- All Here
- Acknowledgments
- In Tribute
- In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
- About the Author
- Also by Suanne Laqueur
“I think you want it to prove where you were and break the curse. It can’t. And even in the story, after the curse was ended, Hildur still got away with murder.” She lifted her hand and lightly touched the gold with a fingertip. “Some of the people responsible for this will get away with it, too. But you did your job. You gave everything you could. Your strength, your hunger, your terror, your sleep. You gave your taste and smell. You gave your sanity. You gave friends. You gave a brother.”
She moved behind him, wrapped arms around his waist. “It was enough. But if you’re not convinced, then give the gold and let it be enough. Lagom. Not too much, not too little.”
Kennet cupped the tooth, glancing toward Grennell Island and Tre Önskningar, where Erik and Boyd were saying each other’s names.
I did a good thing for them.
Not too much and not too little.
Kennet squeezed his fist, wished for the lovers everything they deserved, and lobbed the tooth into the St. Lawrence River. Then he twisted in the circle of Astrid’s arms to look back at her.
She gazed up at him, golden hair tousled and silver eyes shining. Eyes filled with love. Maybe something growing within, right here, right now.
Now backward is won.
“I’m Kennet Fiskare,” he said. “Fisherman and pirate. I was conceived in a casino in Aix-les-Bains. My namesake uncle is king of the river. The gold in my veins is inherited from my father, who got it from a Hun’s tooth. My table is set with Czechoslovakian silver. My flame is kept in the pocket of a Russian boy.”
He turned all the way around and took Astrid’s face in his hands. “I don’t need any more gold or spoils of war. You’re my greatest treasure and it’s lagom.”
“I know.” She held his head and kissed him. “I know who you are.”
Taking hands, they walked away from the river. Past the train station and across the main thoroughfare of Clayton. Up the wide front stairs of the small hotel where they reached to touch the tail of the carved wooden fish.
The doors closed behind them.
The fish swung on its chains, contemplating wishes.
The river flowed on while Fossegrim played his music and Hildur got away with murder.
Old Nick counted a new gold tooth among his immeasurable wealth.
And the Fiskares, fishermen and pirates alike, went on telling their tales.
June 1947
All Here
Spring had been reluctant to show her face this year, but now, at last, the sun shone warm over Clayton Village Cemetery. The surrounding fields exploded with ox-eye daisies, cornflowers and poppies, inviting a multitude of bees and butterflies. Songbirds competed for attention, swooping among the trees, landing on stones and markers to call for a mate or mark their territory.

