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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“I think you want it to prove where you were and break the curse. It can’t. And even in the story, after the curse was ended, Hildur still got away with murder.” She lifted her hand and lightly touched the gold with a fingertip. “Some of the people responsible for this will get away with it, too. But you did your job. You gave everything you could. Your strength, your hunger, your terror, your sleep. You gave your taste and smell. You gave your sanity. You gave friends. You gave a brother.”

She moved behind him, wrapped arms around his waist. “It was enough. But if you’re not convinced, then give the gold and let it be enough. Lagom. Not too much, not too little.”

Kennet cupped the tooth, glancing toward Grennell Island and Tre Önskningar, where Erik and Boyd were saying each other’s names.

I did a good thing for them.

Not too much and not too little.

Kennet squeezed his fist, wished for the lovers everything they deserved, and lobbed the tooth into the St. Lawrence River. Then he twisted in the circle of Astrid’s arms to look back at her.

She gazed up at him, golden hair tousled and silver eyes shining. Eyes filled with love. Maybe something growing within, right here, right now.

Now backward is won.

“I’m Kennet Fiskare,” he said. “Fisherman and pirate. I was conceived in a casino in Aix-les-Bains. My namesake uncle is king of the river. The gold in my veins is inherited from my father, who got it from a Hun’s tooth. My table is set with Czechoslovakian silver. My flame is kept in the pocket of a Russian boy.”

He turned all the way around and took Astrid’s face in his hands. “I don’t need any more gold or spoils of war. You’re my greatest treasure and it’s lagom.”

“I know.” She held his head and kissed him. “I know who you are.”

Taking hands, they walked away from the river. Past the train station and across the main thoroughfare of Clayton. Up the wide front stairs of the small hotel where they reached to touch the tail of the carved wooden fish.

The doors closed behind them.

The fish swung on its chains, contemplating wishes.

The river flowed on while Fossegrim played his music and Hildur got away with murder.

Old Nick counted a new gold tooth among his immeasurable wealth.

And the Fiskares, fishermen and pirates alike, went on telling their tales.

June 1947

All Here

Spring had been reluctant to show her face this year, but now, at last, the sun shone warm over Clayton Village Cemetery. The surrounding fields exploded with ox-eye daisies, cornflowers and poppies, inviting a multitude of bees and butterflies. Songbirds competed for attention, swooping among the trees, landing on stones and markers to call for a mate or mark their territory.