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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

He pushed into her body again and fell into her mouth. “Sweetheart,” he whispered, lost in this foreign, delicious desire. “Älskling… Sweet little… So sweet when I fuck you…”

They snarled and snagged and clutched and tore at each other, the air hissing with filth, obscenities whispered like secrets and dares. Turning the windows of the boathouse opaque with steam.

“Jag älskar dig, Fisken,” Astrid said, over and over. “Älskar dig, Fisken. Älskar dig…”

Love you, Fish.

“Christ, woman,” Kennet said through a heaving chest. His rough touch went soft. His dirty mouth turned clean and tender, kissing Astrid’s eyelids, her sweaty temples, her damp, hot nape, the palms of her hands. “Asta…”

She held his head against her pounding heart, legs still wrapped around his waist. “I love you,” she whispered.

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

“Even now?”

“Especially now.” She picked up his head and looked in his eyes. “You pinned the Hildur on Xandro.”

“Yes. We’ll go to Montreal soon. The deWrennes will make him a chain.”

“You want him to have it?”

“Yes.” Kennet took her hands and kissed each of her fingers. “Clayton can be your home. I can be your man.” He put her palms back on his face. “And Xandro can be our boy.”

She wrapped arms around his neck, pulled him against her. He closed his eyes tight, falling into the gold behind his lids.

The evening went from ardent to absurd as they skulked around in the dark, searching for tossed and torn clothing. Stifled giggles and hissed whispers, as if there were any point to being stealthy now. Astrid had to secure her dress back together with a fish hook—“Desenrascanco, darling,” then purloin an old corduroy work jacket to cover her handiwork.

Once they were decent, Kennet flicked on the lights. He collected loose buttons while Astrid stuffed her torn underwear in the bottom of the wastebasket.

“Like you’d never know,” she said.

“Minor will figure it out in six seconds.”

He switched off the electric fire and took Astrid in his arms for one more long, scorching kiss before locking up. He took her hand and they started toward home.

“Wait,” Kennet said. “Come here a minute.” He wheeled them around to walk toward the river instead, to the very edge of the dock. He fished in his pocket and came out with the gold tooth, hefting it a few times on his palm.

“We got our golden time back,” he said. “So many millions won’t.”

“Remember objects don’t have magic. Or power or charm. They have a job.” She put her hand over the tooth. “You don’t need this as a reminder of the things you saw. You won’t ever forget. You don’t need it as a reminder to be good. You’ve never been anything but. So now what’s its job? What’s its purpose?”

“To belong to everyone?”