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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

They waved the books over their heads and roared at Kennet to behold them.

I got nobody, Hook yelled. You were all I had and you quit on me.

The crowd resumed the march up the steps but slower now. As they proffered millions of little diaries and journals, they spoke in one mighty voice:

These are our weapons. Our stories are all we have. And you. We have you. Our greatest weapon. The storyteller.

You were there.

Prove you were there.

Tell this fish tale out of school.

“Nyck.”

Hook threw his notebook at Kennet’s feet, backing him to the edge. Tell it. That’s your choice, Fish. Pick me and tell it, or jump.

“Nyck.”

Tell it or jump…

“Nyck, darling, wake up.”

With a strangled cry, Kennet threw himself over the edge and out of the dream so violently, so thoroughly, he tumbled off the mattress, right against the legs of someone standing next to his bed. Like two bowling pins, they sprawled in a pile at Emil’s feet, who was in pajamas and robe, leaning on his cane. Minor crouched nearby and in the doorway crowded Marta, Little, Trudy and Kirsten.

“Oh my God,” Kennet said hoarsely, sucking air around his hammering heart. It was Astrid he’d knocked over, and he clutched at her.

“Easy, easy,” Minor said. “You’re okay.”

“Oh my God, I’m sorry,” Kennet said.

“It’s all right,” Astrid said, sitting up and taking his head. “You’re awake. Look at me. You’re awake now. You’re home.”

“I’m sorry,” Kennet said, scrambling back on his butt to lean against the side of the bed. “It was a dream.”

“Just a bad dream,” Astrid said, her voice pitched low and smooth. “You’re home. You’re safe.”

“You’re awake,” Minor said. “It’s done. All over.”

Kennet pulled his hands through his hair and then managed a wobbly smile for his family. “Holy mackerel, I woke up the house.”

“I think you woke up the unborn,” Marta said, a hand on her belly.

“He’s all right,” Minor said. “Bad dream. Happens to me all the time.”

“Let’s everyone go back to bed,” Emil said. He planted his cane close to Kennet’s foot and held a hand down. “Up you go now.”

Rattled and embarrassed, Kennet didn’t need the help, but he humored the old man and got up. He apologized again for the rude awakening, then went in the bathroom to splash cold water on his head and down two glasses. And shake hard enough to make his teeth chatter.

A tentative knock on the bathroom door. “You all right?” Little called.

“I’m fine, bud, just taking a leak. Go back to sleep.”

Kennet flushed the toilet for appearances’ sake, then stared at his pale reflection a long time, waiting for the last bedroom door to close and the house to go quiet.