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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Family Tree
  4. Part One: The Fisherman in Love
  5. July 1941
  6. To Look at Her with Intention
  7. A Swell Dame
  8. The Harvey Girls
  9. A Match to the Side
  10. Like a Gentleman
  11. Needly in the Water
  12. South American Way
  13. Illegal in Summertime
  14. Aix-les-Bains
  15. Kind Lady Lives Here
  16. The World Wasn’t Enough
  17. Pass the Salt
  18. Fiskare
  19. Fiskfika
  20. A Small Hotel
  21. What Are Uncles For?
  22. A Flair For the Dramatic
  23. A Better Man For It
  24. The Bender
  25. November 1944
  26. A Damn to Give
  27. Emil’s One
  28. Horse’s Neck
  29. Good Enough
  30. Part Two: The Fisherman at War
  31. December 1944
  32. Captain Who?
  33. I Might Kill Someone Tomorrow
  34. Civilian Terror
  35. The Eighty-Eight That Kills You
  36. Holy Schmitt
  37. Grand and Casual
  38. Extraordinary Soldiers
  39. January 1945
  40. To Kill For Friends
  41. Say His Name
  42. Strong Letter to Follow
  43. Now
  44. Goose Egg
  45. Close as Any Man and Woman
  46. Something to Someone
  47. February-April 1945
  48. Nothing For It
  49. Hungry
  50. A Different Breed of Brothers
  51. Everything a Father Could
  52. The Resurrection and the Life
  53. Fish Hook
  54. Part Three: The Fisherman Adrift
  55. May 1945
  56. True Hunger
  57. Shadows and Burrs
  58. Keeper of the Flame
  59. The Barrel
  60. Hangman’s Coming
  61. Part Four: The Fisherman Back Home
  62. August 1945
  63. The Monastery
  64. Angels of the River
  65. I Had a Lover
  66. September 1945
  67. Trade Secrets
  68. Home
  69. Minor Mine
  70. Our Greatest Weapon
  71. Bra Som Guld
  72. Erik
  73. A Bit of an All Right
  74. Jacques’ Trap
  75. Still a Sort of Fisherman
  76. Guarding the Perimeter
  77. October 1945
  78. Juicy Fruit
  79. The Way He Wrote It
  80. June 1947
  81. All Here
  82. Acknowledgments
  83. In Tribute
  84. In Imagination: Kennet’s Unit
  85. About the Author
  86. Also by Suanne Laqueur

“Guns?” he said, his tone lifting because all at once he wasn’t exactly sure. Everyone in the incensed crowd was brandishing something as they pursued him. He assumed it was some kind of weapon.

“And they’re angry with you?”

“I think so.” It was odd to dig into a dream like this. Your awake self couldn’t quite put a finger on what had seemed so immediate and real to your sleeping self.

“Goodness,” Peach said. “As if you haven’t been through enough.”

“The war is over. But in my head, it doesn’t quite feel over.”

She nodded, her face far away and thoughtful. “My dad used to tell me something about bad dreams. Especially the ones where something was coming after me. Wolves or bears or monsters. He told me I should stop running, turn around and say, ‘Well, what do you want, for crying out loud?’”

Kennet laughed. “Turn the tables.”

“Exactly.” She shrugged. “I have to say it worked. I’d either wake up, or the dream would go somewhere else.”

“Well, maybe I’ll give your dad’s technique a try.”

“You have nothing to lose. But enough of me gabbling away. What can I get for you, dear?”

Two nights later, no more than three, the dream came for him. This time it wasn’t just the Chenogne residents or the inmates of Mauthausen. Jock was in the mob. And the headless Marco Malinda. Pete von Asselt. Marty, Schmitt and Nichols. And leading them all: Hook.

Perhaps it was the sight of his bosom buddy in the vanguard that made dream-Kennet turn tail and run twice as fast. He ran over snowy fields and through barnyards filled with dead horses, where his boots crunched over the shells of broken goose eggs. The mob pursued him into a forest where he dodged through trees and followed tank-treads across a bobbing pontoon bridge. They chased him over a golden river and through a desolated city of rubble and ruin, and finally up one hundred and eighty-six granite steps to a sheer drop-off littered with dire choices: pick a friend to push, or jump.

Kennet was here alone. He had no friend to pick or push.

He had to jump.

Then he remembered. Like a fragment of a dream within a dream, the alternative came back to him: stop running, turn around and ask.

He was already halted. Shaking inside his clothes, he turned to face the crowd.

Well, he cried out loud. What the hell do you want, for crying out loud?

The horde had been surging up the steps like a wave. They ceased as if hitting an invisible wall.

And he saw what they’d been brandishing all this time.

Not guns. Not sticks or staves or torches or knives.

They held notebooks.

Cardboard, canvas, leather, in all colors, brand new or worn to smoothness. Pages tight and trim, or loose and falling out.