Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Also by Oliver Harris
- ONE
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- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
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- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
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- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
You could build a hundred skyscrapers, but you were still in the desert. You had maps and plans but they meant little here.
TWELVE
The storm had subsided when I woke. 5.45 a.m. Astana lay entombed in moonlit snow.
The silence was jarring. My mind spooled through countries I might be in, arriving at Kazakhstan and flicking immediately to the image of a man’s destroyed face. I turned the TV on, checked online. No word of a body being found. By the time I was dressed, the sky had lightened a shade. I dressed as I had seen locals do – ski mask first, scarf, beanie, hood up over it, then trapper hat over the hood. Armoured, I went out.
MI6 drummed into you the importance of surveillance-detection runs. They were best performed at times and in places when any possible tail was made conspicuous. Six a.m. in most places was ideal. It felt like starting the day clean. And confirming you were alone converted the loneliness into relief.
The first blast of sub-zero dawn took my breath. I walked as fast as I could over deep, pristine snow, through the last of the silence. I looked for vehicles without snow on the roof, individuals appearing from side streets. There was no one. It felt like the desert beneath the city had begun reclaiming it overnight. In other locations where I’d practised this routine I had felt the imminent life of the city around me, but not here. There was a thin tension to the dawn, an uncertainty as to whether Astana would summon the will to exist again.
Still, it was nice to be able to see it.
Ice had moulded itself around the few branches in sight, around satellite dishes and street furniture as if it was concerned about preserving these things. On east-facing streets, cars had been buried entirely. I saw a man with a shovel carving out a Peugeot 308. Workers in luminescent orange marched behind snowploughs, moulding banks of snow on either side. At the entrance to Nazarbayev Square, soldiers struggled with steel crowd barriers they pulled from an open-backed truck; the barriers had frozen together, and the voices of the men made an angry dawn chorus.
I cut through the park alongside the river and the central mosque appeared, its call to prayer opening up and startling me. Our song, Joanna used to joke. Plaintive as ever, at odds with the glossy, frozen city it appealed to. I slowed, made a rough head-count of those removing their shoes to file in. It didn’t seem more than a handful. Unbearded for the most part. Across the road, two stiff-backed men in an unmarked Toyota Land Cruiser also watched.