Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Also by Oliver Harris
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I told the driver to stop once we’d crossed the bridge. I could already see police vehicles parked on the main road. It would be wiser to approach on foot. The men refused money. As soon as I was out the driver pulled a fast U-turn that left me wondering what I was heading into.
I kept to back streets. The few who were out and about were moving quickly, nervously. Patrols of men, military and police, appeared every other block. Most shops were closed, phone signal intermittent.
The main public square had been taped off, with teams of armed police at each corner. The ground had been hosed but broken glass glinted in the cracks between paving slabs. A block away I found a café open beside a small frozen park. A stone Lenin rose up above the cold shrubbery of the park, right arm thrust out as if seeking to shake hands. Most of these monuments had vanished over the last two decades, usually removed in the dead of night, and I wondered what kept this one here. Proximity to the Motherland? Distance from brave new Astana? I ordered coffee and a hot pastry, took a seat in the centre so I could see the windows but would be mostly obscured from those looking in from outside.
I warmed my hands on the coffee, then sipped, my insides contracting in surprise. I ate the pastry slowly, then I ordered more food and another coffee. Events of the previous twenty-four hours repeated in my mind, with stabs of dread, interwoven with a sense that I was still walking in Joanna’s footsteps. When I had caffeine and carbohydrates inside me, I focused on the view.
The patrols were a mix: local police, Ministry of State Security, Kazakh army. I wasn’t inclined to get involved with any of them. Enough escaping death for one day. I brought up a map of the town on my phone, checked the routes out, the location of the police station, the university. According to conversations around me, four bodies had been released to the relevant families. There were ongoing disputes over the rest: relatives were being told that their loved ones’ bodies wouldn’t be released until they signed waivers. Relatives had been arrested. A funeral scheduled for tomorrow morning had been cancelled. A mix of ethnicities had been killed.