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  1. A DARK MATTER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. CONTENTS
  4. JENNY
  5. JENNY
  6. HANNAH
  7. DOROTHY
  8. HANNAH
  9. JENNY
  10. DOROTHY
  11. HANNAH
  12. DOROTHY
  13. HANNAH
  14. DOROTHY
  15. JENNY
  16. HANNAH
  17. DOROTHY
  18. JENNY
  19. DOROTHY
  20. HANNAH
  21. JENNY
  22. HANNAH
  23. DOROTHY
  24. JENNY
  25. HANNAH
  26. DOROTHY
  27. JENNY
  28. HANNAH
  29. JENNY
  30. DOROTHY
  31. JENNY
  32. HANNAH
  33. JENNY
  34. DOROTHY
  35. JENNY
  36. HANNAH
  37. HANNAH
  38. DOROTHY
  39. JENNY
  40. HANNAH
  41. DOROTHY
  42. JENNY
  43. HANNAH
  44. DOROTHY
  45. HANNAH
  46. JENNY
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  48. JENNY
  49. HANNAH
  50. JENNY
  51. DOROTHY
  52. JENNY
  53. HANNAH
  54. DOROTHY
  55. JENNY
  56. DOROTHY
  57. HANNAH
  58. JENNY
  59. DOROTHY
  60. HANNAH
  61. JENNY
  62. DOROTHY
  63. HANNAH
  64. JENNY
  65. HANNAH
  66. DOROTHY
  67. JENNY
  68. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  69. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  70. COPYRIGHT
  71. AN EXTRACT FROM THE BIG CHILL
  72. DOROTHY
  73. JENNY
  74. HANNAH
  75. JENNY
  76. Other titles by Doug Johnstone, available from Orenda Books

‘We don’t have to do this,’ Jenny said. ‘There’s still time to turn back.’

Dorothy stared at the gravestone for a while then crouched and touched it, running her finger along the engraving. There was a shadow of moss along the bottom edge of the dates and Dorothy scraped it away. Then she touched the grass beneath her, felt the dampness and the earth underneath, the beating heart of the planet, the thrum of the city echoed in tremors that sank to the centre of the Earth, way past the few feet Barbara occupied.

‘If you want to go, that’s fine,’ Dorothy said.

Jenny stared at her.

Dorothy dropped the holdall and undid the zip. ‘But I need to do this.’

She pulled out a shovel, ran a finger along its edge, and looked at Jenny. The way Jenny’s torch was pointing, her face was mostly in shadow. Dorothy saw her eyelashes illuminated like some fantastical night creature. Eventually Jenny held out a hand, her mouth tight.

Dorothy handed her a shovel then placed the blade of her own shovel against the earth. She put her heel against the shoulder of the shovel and pushed until she felt the earth break underneath her.

‘Sorry, Barbara,’ she said.252

She could smell her own sweat mingled with the stench of mulch and loam, the earth damp and clinging to the blades of their shovels. They’d been at it for two hours, setting the turf to one side then digging out the soil on the other. Dorothy’s back was aching, her shoulders hunched, but she kept on, stopping for an occasional swig from a water bottle.

She paused and looked at Jenny. Digging in a solid rhythm, dirt smudged across her cheek and caked on her hands, like a prisoner digging to escape.

Dorothy looked at the hole. She was surprised how far down they’d got already, the earth easy to shift, worms shrinking from the air when exposed, that owl still hooting in the trees somewhere. At one point a fox came padding along the path, spotted them and calmly headed away. The night was still dark, the sky black, only their torches propped against the headstone to see by.

They were properly in a hole now, a few feet below ground level, and Dorothy began digging again, the earth flying behind her shoulder as she heaved each shovelful out of the earth. The secret was rhythm, and she understood how those working songs came about for slaves in the cotton fields or building railroads. Jenny was digging like a woman possessed, maybe working out aggression from something else, her anger and grief at Jim, or the adultery case, or everything with Melanie.