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  1. A DARK MATTER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. CONTENTS
  4. JENNY
  5. JENNY
  6. HANNAH
  7. DOROTHY
  8. HANNAH
  9. JENNY
  10. DOROTHY
  11. HANNAH
  12. DOROTHY
  13. HANNAH
  14. DOROTHY
  15. JENNY
  16. HANNAH
  17. DOROTHY
  18. JENNY
  19. DOROTHY
  20. HANNAH
  21. JENNY
  22. HANNAH
  23. DOROTHY
  24. JENNY
  25. HANNAH
  26. DOROTHY
  27. JENNY
  28. HANNAH
  29. JENNY
  30. DOROTHY
  31. JENNY
  32. HANNAH
  33. JENNY
  34. DOROTHY
  35. JENNY
  36. HANNAH
  37. HANNAH
  38. DOROTHY
  39. JENNY
  40. HANNAH
  41. DOROTHY
  42. JENNY
  43. HANNAH
  44. DOROTHY
  45. HANNAH
  46. JENNY
  47. DOROTHY
  48. JENNY
  49. HANNAH
  50. JENNY
  51. DOROTHY
  52. JENNY
  53. HANNAH
  54. DOROTHY
  55. JENNY
  56. DOROTHY
  57. HANNAH
  58. JENNY
  59. DOROTHY
  60. HANNAH
  61. JENNY
  62. DOROTHY
  63. HANNAH
  64. JENNY
  65. HANNAH
  66. DOROTHY
  67. JENNY
  68. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  69. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  70. COPYRIGHT
  71. AN EXTRACT FROM THE BIG CHILL
  72. DOROTHY
  73. JENNY
  74. HANNAH
  75. JENNY
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She shouldered the holdall, felt the weight against her muscles, the strap biting her skin. She patted Jenny’s shoulder then shooed her away, began checking the graves as she walked. The headstones here in the bottom part of the cemetery were less than ten years old, some very fresh, so she didn’t waste much time, just cursory glances as she passed. She walked up one row then down another. She did ten rows then moved up to the next regiment of graves, the death dates getting closer to Barbara Worth’s. As the graves got older there were fewer flowers propped against the stones. How quickly we forget. The cliché was that we live on as long as we’re remembered by those we leave behind. But that wasn’t long.

Dorothy tutted under her breath at every headstone that wasn’t Barbara Worth. She sensed movement above her head and saw bats flitting from tree to tree, frantic wings against the glow of the sky over towards the road. She heard an owl calling and another returning the call, and she thought about her and Jim, until death parted them.

Another row of dead ends, then another as she circled back to where she’d left Jenny. She could see Jenny’s torch in the distance, angled down, careful not to attract attention. Not that anyone could see, there were small copses of trees breaking the sightline, more trees along the burn behind them, high walls at the front, as well as to the left where the railway line ran, and to the right where the posh houses were. No one wanted to see a graveyard when they were on their decking sipping Prosecco.

She was beginning to lose her nerve. The bag ached on her back, the adrenaline being replaced by doubt and shame. Because what they had planned was shameful. But then she remembered how Jim lied and paid out thousands of pounds over the years, how Rebecca presumed it would last forever. How Simon disappeared, a mystery she had to solve for the sake of her sanity.

Her phone rang in her pocket and she jumped. The sound of it sliced through the darkness. She answered.

‘I’ve found her,’ Jenny said.251

Dorothy flashed her torch three times like they agreed, then she saw Jenny’s torch do the same. She walked in that direction, pulling the strap on her shoulder as she went.

She found Jenny standing with her back hunched, a hangdog expression on her face.

‘There.’

And there she was, Barbara Worth, 1940–2010. Something satisfying about the neatness of the dates, three score years and ten wasn’t so much these days but it was enough for Barbara. Beloved wife, mother and grandmother, the outline of a winged figure carved into the black granite. No flowers or tributes, just a clutch of dandelions sprouting from the grass.