Chapters (156)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
- Chapter 119
- Chapter 120
- Chapter 121
- Chapter 122
- Chapter 123
- Chapter 124
- Chapter 125
- Chapter 126
- Chapter 127
- Chapter 128
- Chapter 129
- Chapter 130
- Chapter 131
- Chapter 132
- Chapter 133
- Chapter 134
- Chapter 135
- Chapter 136
- Chapter 137
- Chapter 138
- Chapter 139
- Chapter 140
- Chapter 141
- Chapter 142
- Chapter 143
- Chapter 144
- Author’s Note
- A Q&A with Vincent Ralph
- A Sneak Peek of Lock the Doors
- 1
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- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
The woman in the bakery, the guy in the fish shop, the supermarket cashiers and bus drivers and strangers in the street, because the camera doesn’t have a record of their faces, they are all blurs.
A few tenth-grade girls are giggling and pointing at Danny and trying to catch his eye, but he pretends not to notice.
On the bus on the way to school, when the camera was nowhere near my hand, he squeezed it the way I always wished Dad would, just to pretend everything was all right. And suddenly, there was another feeling in the mix, one I wasn’t prepared for. If I think about it too much, I start to panic, because I have a job to do, and there’s no time for distractions.
Some people have their phones out, watching my livestream and trying to sneak their way into the shot. But most keep their distance.
During classes, it’s clear a couple of teachers like that I have a camera crew with me and others not so much.
Mr. Collins, our English lit teacher, does his best to keep his back to us for the whole period, which I’m sure is against the rules of the Department of Education.
I don’t blame him. I think teachers have the right to be blurred out just as much as their students, but Mrs. Bradley decided for them. I don’t feel guilty, though, even if he gives me the evil eye as I leave, like it’s my fault he’s going to be observed once a week for at least a month and not only when the teacher evaluators visit the classroom.
I have two free periods today, and for the first one, Hanna and I make small talk while Danny and Michael sit in the corner. No one else speaks to us. A few kids hang around, hoping to be extras, but most avoid the room altogether, watching from the doorway or quickly making a detour to the other side of the eleventh-grade homeroom when they notice the camera.
Seniors get an entire upstairs area in the main building. However, our homeroom is an old portable hut that used to be two classrooms but is now full of secondhand sofas and a microwave. At least no one bothers us here.
Hanna clearly doesn’t feel comfortable being filmed, but she’s doing her best, and I’m grateful she hasn’t left me.
For my second free period, with both Hanna and Emily in class, I pretend to read while Michael films what has to be one of the most boring hours in history.
Adrian told us to do what we always do. He said people would watch when they could and that our highlights the following morning will make up a large portion of our views. But I’m still worried I should be doing more.