Contents ( 23)
- Cover
- Worthy of Love
- Chapter 1 What Is He Eating?
- Chapter 2 Mel
- Chapter 3 New Life
- Chapter 4 More Than a Number
- Chapter 5 Shine
- Chapter 6 Bad Habit
- Chapter 7 230 Pounds
- Chapter 8 Kickboxing Kids
- Chapter 9 Cheat Day
- Chapter 10 New Body, Same Person
- Chapter 11 Excess
- Chapter 12 Mosh Pits and Fragile Men
- Chapter 13 Don’t Bite the Hand
- Chapter 14 Disparity
- Chapter 15 Inspiration
- Chapter 16 Her Left Hook
- Chapter 17 Redemption House
- Chapter 18 Not a Punching Bag
- Chapter 19 Weightless
- Chapter 20 Her Melody
- Acknowledgements
“I’m sure you do, and I hate you, too. So throw down, show me what you can do,” I replied while pointing to the ground in front me. I was ready, I was angry, and I was not going to take any shit from that asshole anymore.
Lewis got up and ran toward me. He threw more punches, but I dodged and threw a left hook into his stomach, and a right hook to his jaw. They were both going to leave marks. I thought I was winning, I thought I was going to kick his ass in front of everyone — then I felt his head smash against mine.
“You head-butted him!? What a prick!” someone in the crowd yelled.
Everything was spinning, and I stepped back. That wasn’t cool. Lewis charged me and threw me to the ground. He got on top of me and started punching wildly. I used my hands to cover my face, but I couldn’t block everything. He landed hit after hit. It hurt, and I was scared. Everybody was watching, and I was getting beat up. I looked weak in front of everyone again. Some of these students saw me as strong, they saw me as a motivation and an inspiration. Not Lewis. He was trying to rip that apart, he was trying to take away everything I’d done just to put himself on a higher pedestal. It was time I kicked that damn pedestal from under his feet. He tried throwing another punch, but I dodged it, kneeing him in the crotch again. He yelped like a wild animal, then I punched him in his side, again and again, until I had enough momentum to push him off of me. I got back to my feet and threw a punch for every time he’d called me a fatass. I threw another punch for all the times he’d put his hands on me. I threw another for thinking he was better than me. And I threw one more for good measure, just to let him know that I wasn’t weak. The crowd was cheering, I didn’t like it, but they did it anyways.
“Stop!” he cried. “I give up!”
“Are you done?” I yelled.
“Yes! I give up!”
“Well I’m not done.” I walked forward to him and grabbed his collar to bring him closer.
“Let go of me!” he pleaded.
“I am the bigger person,” I growled. “You, though . . . You’re weak and pathetic.”
He had to know. “You’re a shitty supervillain who can’t accept defeat, the loser who will never win. You’ll never get the better of me again, Lewis, because you can’t. Because you are weak and maybe I am, too. But you prey on weakness to help fight your own insecurity, and I’m done being your punching bag. You’re the reason why I spent so much of my life hating myself, and now I’m going to become better.”
I pushed his face into the ground, and he didn’t even bother to get up. He just stared at me, and I could see the look of defeat, fear, and anxiety forming on his face. Honestly, I didn’t care. The crowd began cheering, but it wasn’t a victory I wanted to celebrate. I was pretty upset at the whole thing, but Lewis needed to know I wouldn’t let him treat me like that anymore. I was glad that it was finally over.