Chapters (33)
- Cover Page
- Dedication
- Winter Stars
- THE POET AT SEVENTEEN
- ADOLESCENCE
- THE CRY
- WINTER STARS
- SOUTH
- IRISH MUSIC
- FAMILY ROMANCE
- Elegies
- THOUGH HIS NAME IS INFINITE, MY FATHER IS ASLEEP
- CHILDHOOD IDEOGRAM
- Let Nothing You Dismay
- IN THE CITY OF LIGHT
- MY STORY IN A LATE STYLE OF FIRE
- THERE ARE TWO WORLDS
- OKLAHOMA
- AFTER THE BLUE NOTE CLOSES
- THE QUILT
- DECRESCENDO
- Puyé
- A LETTER
- Variations
- WHITMAN:
- SOME GRASS ALONG A DITCH BANK
- TWO VARIATIONS ON A THEME BY KOBAYASHI
- THOSE GRAVES IN ROME
- Sensationalism
- THE ASSIMILATION OF THE GYPSIES
- SENSATIONALISM
- NOTES
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Over the muzzles of horses, & the quickness of horses.
And if the boy has forgiven them in advance
By such a slight gesture, this turning of his head,
It is because he knows, as they do, too,
Not only that terror is a state
Of complete understanding, but also that
In a few years, this whole village, with its cockeyed
Shacks, tea leaves, promiscuity between cousins,
Idle horse thieves, & pale lilacs used
To cure the insane,
Will be gone—bulldozed away so that the land
Will lie black & fallow & without history.
And nothing will be planted there, or buried,
As the same flocks of sparrows
Will go on gathering, each spring, in the high dark
Of these trees.
Still, it is impossible not to see
That the young man has washed & combed his hair
For this last day on earth; it is impossible
Not to see how one of the policemen has turned back
To the crowd as if to prevent
Any mother or sister from rushing forward—
Although neither one, if she is here, seems
About to move. And in the background,
You can see that a few of the houses are entirely white,
Like a snowfall persisting into spring,
Or into oblivion, though this
May be the fault of the photograph or its development
Under such circumstances….
And now even the children in the crowd, who have gathered
To watch all this, appear to be growing bored
With the procedures & the waiting.
I suppose that the young man's face,
Without looking up, spoke silently to Koudelka as he passed,
Just as it speaks now, to me, from this photograph.
Now that there is nothing either of us can do for him.
His hair is clean & washed, & his coat is buttoned.
Except for his handcuffs, he looks as if
He is beginning a long journey, or going out,
For the first time into the world….
He must have thought he could get away with this,
Or else he must have thought he loved her.
It is too late to inquire.
It is mid-afternoon & twenty years too late,
And even the language he used to explain it all
Is dying a little more, each moment, as I write this—
And as I begin to realize that
This ancient, still blossoming English
Will also begin to die, someday, to crack & collapse
Under its own weight—
Though that will not happen for years & years,
And long after the barber & the clerk
Have lowered their rifles & turned away to vomit
For what seems like a long time, & then,
Because there is nothing else for them to do,
They will walk home together, talking softly in a language
That has never been written down.
If you look closely at the two of them
Sweating in their black wool suits,
You can see how even their daily behavior,
The way they avoid the subject,
Has become an art:
One talks of his daughter, who is learning to dance.