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Chapters (33)
  1. Cover
  2. Elsha’s Fire
  3. Dedication
  4. Tribute to Elsha
  5. Foreword to 2019 edition
  6. Part One Firebrand
  7. 1 High Dreams
  8. 2 Dark Realities
  9. 3 My Calling
  10. 4 Fire on My Mind
  11. 5 My Strange Philosophy
  12. 6 The Firelord
  13. 7 A Friend
  14. 8 Divining
  15. 9 Earth-Force
  16. 10 Visions and Vows
  17. Part Two The Shining Star
  18. 11 Siranjaro Fire
  19. 12 Other Fires and Dreams
  20. 13 The Light in My Dark
  21. 14 Secret Powers
  22. 15 My Home, My Almost-Love
  23. 16 Gifts
  24. 17 Pain, Love and Destiny
  25. 18 High Road to Kasimarra
  26. 19 The Test
  27. 20 The Myth
  28. 21 Persuasions
  29. 22 The Battle
  30. 23 My Morning
  31. 24 Into the Light
  32. About the Author
  33. Publishing Details

A night wind lifted his hair, and the light from the doorway turned it russet-gold. His eyes were a deep green. He took a long breath and said, “There are rumours that you have strange powers, and that you sometimes bewitch our high lord, and that you and he walk together side by side, touching, like two Chosen.”

I made my face expressionless.

He drank some more wine and licked his lips. He had a handsome mouth, his lips well-defined and almost thin, and sensitive. He had a long straight nose, and his eyes were wide and candid. I loved their colour.

“They say you bow to no one, and that you look in men’s eyes straight and conquer their souls,” he said, glancing at me. His eyes lingered just a moment on mine, then he looked at my brand. “I’ve never spoken with a Quelled before,” he added “Nor seen a brand. It doesn’t look so bad. On you it’s not a blemish, anyway. I’ve seen girls with warts worse than that.”

I laughed and looked away, out into the night. “Are you always so blunt?” I asked.

He laughed too, silently, his shoulders shaking. He went outside a short way and stood in the snow, his body half turned towards me. I saw his face in profile, radiant, refined. He was slender, and moved with grace, though he was slightly drunk. He looked at me sideways, thoughtfully, and said: “I think the rumours were right.”

I tensed, but kept my face blank.

His green eyes glittered, and he came near to me, unsmiling, almost stern. “I think you break a lot of laws,” he murmured. “Nearly all of them. I think you despise our laws, and us.”

“I don’t despise the Chosen,” I said, very quiet. “Only your unenlightened laws.”

He looked into his wine cup, tilted it, tipped back his head and drained the last drops. He tapped my shoulder with the empty cup, earnestly. “Excellent word, ‘unenlightened’,” he said. “An excellent word, for less than excellent laws. I’m going to get more wine. Don’t disappear.”

He went away for a short time, then came back with two cups. One, he offered to me. As I took it, his fingers touched mine. He dipped his fingertips in his wine, then licked them clean, deliciously. He gave me a slow smile. “Ritual cleansing,” he said. “Do you wash, if you touch us?”

I shook my head and held tight to my cup. He laughed, and drank more wine. I sipped mine, cautiously. I had not eaten since dawn that day. The wine was strong and warm, and heavily spiced.