Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

I close the distance between us and hug him as tightly as I can, my head pressed into his lower chest, because I’m still a child’s size.

“This is weird,” he says. “When I look at you, you’re just a kid, but when I feel you, it’s like you’re an adult. You know, taller and everything.”

I step back from him and look up into his face.

“Really?” I ask.

He nods.

“It’s what Del has done to you,” Timony says. “Geordie sees the illusion, but he can’t feel it.”

I look around at the others, my gaze settling on Honey.

“Do you see through it?” I ask.

She shakes her head. But only because you don’t.

“So is it real, or not?”

“I think it’s both,” Timony says. “Just as the world inside your head doesn’t exist, yet at same time, it does.”

“This is too weird.”

I turn away and give Geordie another hug. I’m being greedy because I know what’s still to come, even if no one else has figured it out yet. And then I tell a little white lie.

“We need to have a long talk when this is all over,” I say to Geordie. “You know, about you and me.”

It’s not a complete lie because if there is an after, I’m definitely going to want to have that talk.

“I know,” he says. “I’m looking forward to it.”

“What do you mean when this is all over?” Lizzie asks. “Aren’t we done here? And talk about anticlimactic. Not that I’m complaining, but after all our struggling, just like that, everything’s okay.”

I don’t know where she gets the “just like that.” Has she so quickly forgotten the Del-world inside my crazy head, and what we had to go through in it? It had taken Honey to rescue us. Timony to restore her and Geordie. The crow girls to bring in their wildlife troops to find all the bits and pieces of Geordie’s changeling self. And these crow boys that Maida and Zia mentioned—they’d killed the bogans that had caused all of this.

That didn’t seem like much of “just like that” to me. But I understood what she meant.

“Everything is okay, right?” she adds.

Then she turns to me and her hand goes to her newly-restored mouth.

“Oh, god,” she says. “I was so totally not thinking.”

“I understand,” I tell her. “There’s been a lot going on.”

“I think you can be restored, too,” Timony says.

“How so?”

“I think when you return to your own world again, the spell your brother put on you will no longer have power over you.”

“Would that have worked with Lizzie and Geordie, too?”

He gives a slow nod. “Probably. If you’d had all of Geordie’s changeling parts in one place.”