Back Widdershins Save as PDF
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

So, if she didn’t believe, why was she still here, stuck in a world inside of Jilly’s head in the body of a nine- or ten-year-old girl?

A horrible thought occurred to her.

Maybe Timony hadn’t been talking to her specifically. Maybe it was only so long as Jilly believed.

She turned to look at the distant farmhouse. Del and Mattie had almost reached it now.

She had to get the message to Jilly. How she was supposed to do that without being able to talk, she had no idea. But she had to try.

If there was a moment of bravery for her in all of what had happened, this was it. Everything else, from killing the bogan, knocking down the priest, attacking Del . . . all of that had just been her acting on instinct. Standing up against what she knew wasn’t right without stopping to think.

She lifted her hand once more, caressing the strange smooth expanse of skin the way she’d run a finger over a scab, or tongue a sore on the roof of her mouth—hardly even aware she was doing it.

Her gaze remained fixed on the farmhouse. Del and Mattie had gone inside now.

This time, Lizzie realized, she knew exactly what she was getting into. Until she could get Jilly to understand how everything was dependent on what she believed, Del could make anything happen. Anything. She was sure that taking away her mouth was only the least of the horrors he could come up with.

His voice echoed in her head.

Little girl, you can’t even imagine my worst.

No, she probably couldn’t. Because she wasn’t some insane sociopath with the power of a god in his hands.

But she got up all the same. She brushed dirt and grass from her pants, then slowly started across the fields herself, aiming for the farmhouse.

Image

Rabedy

Rabedy was sure he was going to throw up if he didn’t first fall off the salmon’s back and break his neck on the ground below. The ground far, far below.

Their route through the forest had been bad enough, weaving and bobbing to avoid the trunks and boughs of the trees, leaves slapping him in the face, branches almost knocking him from his precarious perch. But then they broke from the trees and up Odawa took them, up and up, high into the sky, to where the clouds lived and bogans weren’t supposed to go. If they were, the Moon-mother would have given them wings. But she hadn’t, so that was fairly clear, wasn’t it?

Nevertheless, here they were, a salmon swimming through the air with a bogan clinging to its back and his stomach crawling up his throat.

Until that moment, Rabedy hadn’t known that he had a fear of heights.