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Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

Around the table, other heads were nodding in agreement. The queen took a moment longer, then gave in to their consensus.

“So, what do you suggest we do?” she asked Christiana.

“Let me go talk to Minisino,” Christiana replied, “and see if I can’t get him to come into this world to meet with you. What’s a common ground close to here?”

“Fitzhenry Park,” the queen’s captain immediately said. “It’s in the city, so we have access to it, but there’s enough of the wild and the green in its borders for the green-brees to feel comfortable.”

The queen nodded.

“A word of advice,” Christiana said as she rose from where she was sitting on the table top. “Don’t call them ‘green-brees.’ You might think you’re being clever, but everybody knows it’s got something to do with cesspools back in your old country.”

“I think we can manage to remember that,” the queen said with a dry tone to her voice.

Christiana shrugged. “Whatever.”

And then she was gone.

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Jilly

When Del steps out of the room, all the anger I feel toward him drains out of me and leaves with him. I watch until the doorjamb blocks him from view, then my gaze turns and settles on Geordie’s remains. There wasn’t much left of him in the first place, just a mess of dirt and leaves and twigs that had once been a human being. A manlike shape on the floor.

Until Del kicked it apart.

I stare at the scattered pieces with a morbid fascination, but for some reason the anger doesn’t return. There’s only a deep, painful sadness, swelling up inside me once more, creeping up on me from someplace just out of sight.

This can’t be right.

How can Geordie just be gone?

But I saw it with my own two eyes. I watched, trapped in this child’s body, while the sick freak that is my brother waved his hand and Geordie was gone. Transformed like fairy gold into forest debris.

Once upon a time . . .

If this were a fairy tale, I could get him back. I would have befriended a sparrow, a spoon, an old woman by now, and one of them would help me sew a sweater from nettles, or climb down into the underworld to bring him back.

But it’s not a fairy tale. It’s just this sick place inside my head, where women are changed into little girls, and little girls have their mouths erased. Where the true love you didn’t appreciate you had is forever stolen away from you by a monster that has no right to be back in your life.