Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

They can be so fierce and hard. It always shocks me, even though I’ve seen them like this before. But it’s never easy for me to equate what they really are to the pair of silly corbae girls that I usually know. Except they’re not really like that, are they? Goofy and dancing and always talking about candy. They’re not like that at all.

Joe says that they were here before the long ago, that they watched Raven make the world. When I asked him why they act the way they do, like a pair of goofy little crow clowns, he told me that most of the time they live in the present. They don’t think of the future, they don’t remember the past. They just are. Because the more they remember, the darker and grimmer they can get.

Like they are right now.

Zia’s words hang in the air, and no one says anything for a long moment.

I look at them all, my gaze settling on the seaweed creature that’s got Geordie inside of it.

I remember a time, not so long ago, when all I had to worry about was getting around on my canes. About feeling trapped in my wheelchair. About wanting to paint, so desperately, but not ever being able to recapture the way I used to make magic with pigments on canvas.

For the past couple of years, the one thing I’ve really wanted is to be freed of all those chains on my life.

Now I wish those days were back. I’d trade them in a moment for how everything’s gone all dark and horrible.

And Geordie, my Geordie . . .

No, he’s not my Geordie. Maybe he could have been, but I never opened my heart to him and now it’s too late, unless the crow girls can make a once upon a time happen for me.

They must feel the need in me because they turn back to me.

“How can we help you?” Maida asks.

Zia nods. “Yes, because we promised we would and crow girls always keep their promises.”

“It’s something we’re good at.”

“We’re veryvery good at it.”

“Except when we’re not.”

“But not today.”

“Oh, no no no. Today we’re the opposite of not.”

“We’re the can-do crow girls today,” Zia assures me.

As they fall back into their familiar ways, it feels like the sun coming out from behind a bank of dark clouds. Even depressed as I am about Geordie and what I’ve done to him, I can’t help but smile.

As I tell them what happened, they peer over the edge of the drop.

“Is that all?” Zia says.

“How much of him do you need?” Maida asks Timony.