Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

He’s holding the two crow feathers in his hand.

“Are these the ones?” he asks as he gives them to me.

I nod.

Please let this work.

Once upon a time . . .

I’m not asking magic for me.

This is for Geordie.

My sweet and gentle friend Geordie, who doesn’t deserve having his life turned into a horror show. Who doesn’t deserve to lose that life just because he tried to help the Broken Girl who can’t be fixed.

Once upon a time . . .

I hold the feathers tight and call their names. Maida and Zia.

But nothing happens.

“With fairy,” Timony says, “everything is in threes.”

With the cousins, it’s usually fours, Honey adds.

So I repeat their names again, calling those crow girls to me. A second time, a third.

I don’t have to do it a fourth.

As their names are pulled away by the wind for a third time, they drop from the sky. Two black crows, changing into two black-haired girls as they reach the ground. Skinny in their black jackets and jeans, faces brown, eyes laughing.

Once upon a time . . .

I let out a breath I wasn’t aware I’d been holding.

Thank you, I think.

I don’t know who I’m directing my thanks to. The crow girls. Nokomis. The spirit of life itself. Or maybe magic.

“Hello, hello!” Maida cries.

Zia spins in a slow circle, arms held out wide. She stops when she sees Geordie.

“Oh, look,” she says. “It’s a seaweed man.”

Maida smiles and waves at the changeling that Geordie inhabits. “Hello, hello, seaweed man,” she says.

Zia turns from him to look at me.

“And Jilly’s gone all small and girly,” she says.

Maida grins and shrinks down until she’s a small dark-haired girl, my apparent age and size. Clapping her hands, Zia follows suit. Then the two of them dance around me, singing some nonsense song.

I lay a hand on each of their shoulders and make them stop.

“Please,” I say. “This isn’t a time for joyful prattle.”

Zia looks at me with this serious expression in her eyes that transforms all her lightness and silly humour into something old and wise and just a little dark.

“Sometimes,” she says, “that’s exactly when you need a dose of joyful prattle.”

“Yes, but—”

“We’ve just come from watching crow boys tear apart a gang of bogans,” Maida says, looking as serious as her companion. “Bits of flesh and blood and bone spraying everywhere.”

Zia nods. “Because Raven said find them, but those crow boys saw what happened to Anwatan and when they’re angry, mercy’s not a word in their lexicon.”

I have no idea what they’re talking about, but apparently I’m alone in that.

“They’re dead?” Lizzie asks. “All of them?”

“Veryvery dead,” Maida replies.