Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

“Something’s blocking me,” he says. “Every time I begin to feel my way to how you should be, something pushes me away.”

“It’s Del,” Lizzie says.

I’m sure she’s right, but I don’t really care.

“Never mind me,” I say. “Can you bring Geordie back?”

He nods. “I just need his body—or rather the changeling that he was turned into.”

Of course he does.

There was an accident, Honey says.

“I was carrying the bits and pieces in a pail,” I explain, “but I tripped and fell and the pail . . . the pail went over the edge . . .”

The doonie stares down at the jumble of red rock, all the way to where the pail lies far below.

“He . . .” I start, then I have to try again because the words choke in my throat.

I touch some of the dirt that’s still on the rocks where I fell. Moist and dark, when I was carrying it. Now it’s just dust.

“That’s all that’s left,” Lizzie says. “The rest went down the mountainside.”

Timony gives a sad shake of his head.

“Don’t say you can’t do anything,” she adds.

I look at the seaweed creature, but I can’t read an expression in its features and Geordie doesn’t speak in my head.

Maybe that’s a good thing. I don’t know if I could bear the hurt that would be in his eyes. The disappointment that I couldn’t even do this one thing right.

“Living creatures are different from things like clothes and food,” Timony says. “I need a substantial amount of the actual being to have anything to work with. I can make a semblance of him—better than what we have here. But I can’t bring him back without . . . ”

His gaze goes back to where I let the pail go tumbling down the mountainside.

“Please,” I say. “Please try.”

“Can’t you just make him a new human body?” Lizzie asks. “You know, the way you can make clothes and stuff out of nothing?”

The doonie shakes his head. “As I said, bodies are more complicated. You need the actual substance of the original to work with.”

“So . . . “ I say. “If we could gather some of it up . . .”

“Perhaps.”

“How much do you need?”

Timony lifts his hands and cups them, indicating more than we could ever gather together. The rocks below are way too steep, and how could we ever tell the difference between his dirt and the dirt that’s already there? It’s all dust now.

It’s not your fault, Geordie says.

I turn to the seaweed changeling. It doesn’t look like a monster anymore. But it doesn’t even remotely look like Geordie.

“How can you say that?” I ask him. “I was the one who was too stupid to be able to hang on to a simple pail.”

It was an accident.