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Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

Rabedy couldn’t tell from her simple response if she thought that was a good or a bad thing.

“It doesn’t seem right,” he quickly went on. “Killing them won’t bring you or anyone else back. It’ll only make things worse between fairy and your people.”

“And yet amends must be made.”

“That’s why I’m here.”

“You said as much,” Anwatan said. “So tell me, how were you planning to make amends?”

“I was there,” Rabedy told her. “I was part of it. I want to give myself up to your people so that they can hang me or stab me or do whatever it is that your people do to your enemies. That way, justice will be served, and there’ll be no need for a war.”

“But you didn’t kill me.”

“It doesn’t matter. I was with them. I didn’t stop them. And you weren’t the first they killed.”

She nodded. “And what part am I to play in this?”

“I thought you could come with me. I know they won’t listen to me. They’ll probably just kill me before I can explain, and the war will still go on. But if you speak for me, they’ll listen. They have to listen to you.”

She looked away, her gaze going beyond him into the dark woods above the cove where they stood.

“What makes you think that will be enough?” she asked.

“I . . .”

“We would have you, but the rest of you little men—the ones who actually killed me—they would continue to run free, able to kill again.”

Rabedy shook his head. “The Queen will see that they’re punished. She must know by now and no matter what you think, she would never let something like this go unresolved.”

“You can promise this?”

How? Rabedy thought. Even if he could ever gain an audience with the Queen, nothing bound her to the promise of some Unseelie bogan. And besides, he’d already be dead anyway.

“You seem uncertain now,” Anwatan said.

“It’s just . . . I’m nobody. I know the Queen will do the right thing when she has the facts—she’s not stupid or malicious—but I can’t make her. No one’s going to listen to this bogan. I can only promise what I’m already doing: offering myself up to your people so that justice of some kind can be done.”

“What is your name, little man?” the cerva spirit asked.

Rabedy shivered. Give her his name and she could command him. But for this he didn’t hesitate.

“Rabedy Collins,” he told her.

She repeated it after him, then nodded.

“Thank you,” she said. “That is your true name.”