Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

“I won’t promise anything. I hate you!”

“I’m sure you do. But I can fix your bear. Just swear you won’t hurt or help anyone hurt Jilly or me or any of our friends.”

“I won’t. I hate her. I hate both of you, but I hate her more.”

There was no point in arguing that Jilly had never meant to hurt her. Mattie was a child, with a child’s one-dimensional concept of right and wrong. Shades of grey in terms of circumstances or remorse simply didn’t enter into the equation.

“I don’t care if you do or don’t,” Lizzie told her. “Swear, or you’ll never get your teddy back. I’ll tear it up into so many small pieces no one will ever be able to put him back together again.”

Mattie started to cry again and once more Lizzie almost gave in. The little girl’s tears were so heartbreaking. But she remembered how Mattie had led Del to them earlier, and from what Jilly had told her, the bear was extremely dangerous. They couldn’t chance Mattie sending it after them—just saying they managed to escape Del in the first place.

“Swear, on your true name,” Lizzie said.

A cunning look came into Mattie’s eyes, but Lizzie shook her head.

“Don’t think for a moment that I don’t know your true name, Mattie Finn,” she said.

Jilly had told her that as well.

“So . . .” Mattie said. “If I help you and promise not to hurt you or Jilly or any of your friends, you’ll fix Grath and give him back to me?”

Lizzie nodded. “You don’t even have to help. Just promise not to hurt us.”

“Okay, then. I promise.”

This seemed a bit too easy, Lizzie thought. And Mattie still had a bit of a smug look, hiding there in the back of her eyes. She also had her hands behind her back.

“Say it again,” Lizzie said, “and let me see your fingers this time. And it doesn’t count to cross your toes or your eyes or any other part of your body you might be able to cross.”

Mattie glared at her.

I was right, Lizzie thought.

It was so easy to forget that although they both looked like children, Mattie still was a child. To a child, forget ethics. Crossing your fingers while making a promise truly invalidated the promise.

“I won’t,” Mattie told her.

“Won’t what?” an all too familiar voice asked.

Don’t let it be, Lizzie thought. But turning, she saw that Del really had come back and her heart sank. She remembered how easily he had dealt with the child Jilly was. What were the chances she’d have any better success?

Mattie had turned as well, but as soon as she saw him, she looked away and stared at her shoes.