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Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

When Walker took me through the between, we ended up on some dismal seashore with nothing going for it but its eerie desolation. There was little to see because the fog was thick, but I could hear the crash of waves close at hand, and the smell of fish and brine was all around us, strong, almost overpowering. Underfoot, it was all sand and pebbles, wet weeds, shells and bits of driftwood—everything pretty much one shade of grey or another. There didn’t seem to be any colour here at all, and I felt like I was standing in some old postcard, except it was totally depressing instead of quaint. The air itself seemed to have too much mass so that just standing as we were I felt weighed down with some unhappy and heavy burden.

“What is this place?” I asked Walker.

He was too busy trying to make out what lay inside the fog to look at me.

“I’m not sure,” he said. “This was simply where the trail led. Some small unwanted world, it seems, grey and abandoned by whomever . . .”

His voice trailed off and he cocked his head.

“No,” he said.

I didn’t know if he was talking to me, himself, or someone I couldn’t see. “Who are you—” I started to ask, but I never got to finish.

“I won’t allow you to do this in her name,” Walker cried.

He spoke loudly, his eyes flashing with anger. I backed away from him, but it became quickly obvious that he wasn’t talking to me because the next thing I knew, he was gone, stepping away through the same invisible door that had brought us here.

“Hey, wait a minute!” I cried.

But I was alone on the beach now and talking to myself.

I hurried over to where he’d disappeared and moved my hands through the air, but there was nothing there that I could feel or see.

I couldn’t believe it.

Jilly and Lizzie were the ones who were lost. We were supposed to find them. So what do I do? Get lost myself.

I looked around the beach, but I couldn’t see much of anything because of the fog. I got the sense that even if the fog wasn’t here, there still wouldn’t be anything to see. My gaze went to the ground, which was the only part of this world that I could actually make out with any clarity, but there were no clues there either.

I kicked at a piece of driftwood in frustration.

This was it. I’d totally screwed up. Now what was going to happen to Jilly and Lizzie? I’d barely gotten started in the search and now here I was, already defeated.