Back Widdershins
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

“I guess I don’t,” I tell her. “I guess no matter what I say or do, you’ll find something wrong with it.”

“Ha ha.”

“No, seriously. You remind me of these friends of mine, the crow girls. They’re just as—” I’m about to say “illogical” and amend it quickly to “—quirky.”

“Well, I don’t like them.”

“I didn’t expect you would. What do you like?”

“Oh, the usual.” She counts them off on her little fingers. “To be left alone. To not have strangers tramping around my woods, pretending to be polite. Daggers made of sugar and left-handed pinwheels. Songs that only make sense when they’re sung backwards. Anything with a clock mechanism in it.”

“Well, I don’t have a dagger or a pinwheel. I don’t have that sort of song either, or anything with a clock mechanism in it. But I can leave you alone and not tramp around in your woods anymore. I just need to know which woods are yours so that I can leave them and not accidentally intrude on them again.”

“They’re all mine,” Emily informs me. “Every last stick, twig, and leaf of them.”

“Oh. I guess we have a problem then.”

She shakes her head. “I don’t have a problem. Only you do. Once Grath eats you, everything will be fine again.”

I make a point of keeping my gaze on her face and not looking at the bear.

“Is there anything I can do so that Grath won’t eat me?” I ask.

“Can you stop them from coming to my bedroom late at night and hurting me?”

Oh no, I think. How can that kind of thing exist here as well? But then I realize that if human dreamers can appear in the otherworld, they’re not necessarily always going to be nice people. Pedophile freaks are going to have dreams just like everybody else.

“I know about being hurt like that,” I tell her.

“No, you don’t,” she says. “Nobody’s cut off your nose. Nobody’s made a necklace out of your fingers and toes.”

“Nobody’s done that to you, either. At least, you seem to still have your nose and all your fingers, and they’re very pretty, too, I might add.”

“I don’t want to be pretty.”

“Well, the world’s full of stuff we don’t want. We just have to make do with it as best we can.”

“They won’t let me make do. They just want me to do what they say. They just want to hurt me, and they’ll hurt me even more if I tell.”

I’ve been concentrating on her, but as she gets more agitated, the bear looming at her side growls and stands taller. I steal a glance at him and wish I hadn’t, because the shaking in my legs starts up again, worse than before.