Back Widdershins Save as PDF
Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

And then she shows up, stepping out from behind the bear like wandering around in the woods with a giant bear is the most natural thing in the world to be doing and hello, where’s yours?

She looks like a little girl, eight or nine years old, barefoot and dressed in a baggy green-brown shirt and Capri pants. Her face is sweet and open, her thick blonde shoulder-length hair spilling out from under a loose rusty-red cloth cap that trails off down her back to a point at its end. But I’m not ready to take appearances at face value. This is the otherworld, so she could be a thousand years old and only wearing the shape of a young girl with innocent eyes. Unless you’ve got a built-in magic detect-o-meter like Joe does, there’s no way to tell.

And the really funny thing is—funny strange, not funny ha ha—is that I feel like I’ve seen her before only I can’t remember where. I just have the feeling that the memory’s not a good one.

“Don’t be scared of him,” she says. “He’s just a big old teddy bear.”

“Right.”

The bear looks no less menacing and grim, but I feel a bit of hope at her words. I mean, she’s standing right beside him and he hasn’t mauled her, has he?

Except then she says, “It’s me you should be scared of.”

Nothing changes about her. The innocent eyes don’t suddenly show red coals glowing in their depths. Her features don’t go all dark and broody. But it doesn’t matter. I don’t doubt her for a moment, though I can’t begin to explain why. Instinct, I suppose.

“If I’ve done something wrong . . .” I begin.

She gives a merry little laugh that makes me shiver.

I’ve always hated those movies where little kids are possessed by some powerful spirit that makes them do horrible things totally out of keeping with their true nature. But now, it seems, I’m stuck smack dab in the middle of one.

“Maybe everything about you is wrong,” she says. “Maybe those ferns and plants you’ve been tramping on are my feelings. Maybe I’m allergic to your pheromones. Maybe I’m offended by the way that light in you shines so bright.”

Again with the light. I’m tempted to look down at myself, but I know I won’t see this light everybody’s always saying I give off. I never do.

“Look, I’m sorry,” I say. “Really. I had no idea I was trespassing on your private territory. I’m just lost.”

“No, you’re not. I found you, didn’t I?”