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Chapters (87)
  1. Cover
  2. Widdershins
  3. Author’s Note
  4. The Dispute at the Crossroads
  5. Lizzie Mahone
  6. Geordie Riddell
  7. Galfreya
  8. Jilly Coppercorn
  9. Hand Me Down My Fiddle
  10. Lizzie
  11. Geordie
  12. Lizzie
  13. Jilly
  14. Edgan
  15. Geordie
  16. Grey
  17. Jilly
  18. Bogan Boys
  19. Geordie
  20. Lizzie
  21. Bogan Boys
  22. The Hard Road to Travel
  23. Jilly
  24. Grey
  25. Geordie
  26. Lizzie
  27. Grey
  28. Jilly
  29. Rabedy Collins
  30. Geordie
  31. Grey
  32. Jilly
  33. Big Dan
  34. Honey
  35. Geordie
  36. Grey
  37. Jilly
  38. Lizzie
  39. Rabedy
  40. Geordie
  41. Timony Twotot
  42. Honey
  43. Joseph Crazy Dog
  44. Cassandra Washington
  45. Christiana Tree
  46. Galfreya
  47. Rabedy
  48. Grey
  49. Whiskey Jack
  50. Far from Home
  51. Lizzie
  52. Geordie
  53. Honey
  54. Grey
  55. Christiana
  56. Jilly
  57. Rabedy
  58. Timony
  59. Walker
  60. Joe
  61. Jilly
  62. Galfreya
  63. Grey
  64. Jilly
  65. Lizzie
  66. Geordie
  67. Joe
  68. Grey
  69. Jilly
  70. Joe
  71. Jilly
  72. Joe
  73. Geordie
  74. Rabedy
  75. Jilly
  76. Joe
  77. Jilly
  78. Joe
  79. Jilly
  80. Farewell and Remember Me
  81. Geordie
  82. Lizzie
  83. Joe
  84. Grey
  85. Lizzie
  86. Jilly
  87. Grey

She was no longer sorry she’d killed the bogan. She only wished she could have killed the other one, too. She’d like to give them all a taste of their own medicine.

Her gaze was blurred by her tears, her ears filled with the sound she was making, so the first indication she got that something had changed was when she realized that she could no longer feel the cold that had been emanating from the dead little man. He was warm now to her touch. She sniveled, wiped her eyes and nose on the shoulder of her T-shirt, then looked down.

The little man’s pale skin had changed. Now the pure alabaster of it was mottled with varying shades of brown.

Where it was wet from her tears, she realized.

She had no idea what it meant, but she dabbed her fingers in the wet areas and spread her tears to where they hadn’t touched the little man’s skin. Wherever she touched the white skin, she left behind brown, as though she’d dipped her hand in mud and was smearing it on him.

Then suddenly his eyes opened, and she was looking down into a gaze as dark and warm as Walker’s. Deer eyes. They were unfocused, seeing through her or beyond her. She went still with shock, unable to move, unable to even breathe. Slowly the little man’s gaze focused, found her face.

“Why did you kill me?” he asked with a calmness Lizzie couldn’t begin to feel. “Why did you kill me and then bring me back?”

“I . . .” She had to clear her throat, remember to breathe. “I didn’t kill you. The bogans did.”

“Bogans . . . I don’t remember bogans.”

“It must have been the bogans. There’s nobody else here. There’s nothing here. I’ve never heard a forest so still.”

The little man studied her for a long moment.

“Can I get up?” he finally asked.

“What? Of course.”

He’d been lying with his head on her lap all this time, having to look up at her. She put a hand under his head and helped him to sit up beside her. He held his hands out in front of himself and gave his fingers an experimental wriggle, then touched his face and his chest. The wounds were gone.

“I think I remember a blind man,” he said, his gaze returning to her face. “Hesmelledlikeafish.”

Lizzie shook her head. “I don’t know anybody like that.”

But the little man didn’t appear to be listening. “He spoke my name and I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t move, couldn’t speak, couldn’t slip away. And then he . . . then he pulled my soul out of my chest with another word and cast it away . . . far into some darkness . . .”

He smiled as he told her the last.

“That’s awful,” she said.