Back When We Were Young
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Joey
  6. Joey
  7. Joey
  8. Sarah
  9. Sarah
  10. Joey
  11. Joey
  12. Joey
  13. Joey
  14. Sarah
  15. Joey
  16. Joey
  17. Sarah
  18. Joey
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  20. Joey
  21. Joey
  22. Joey
  23. Sarah
  24. Joey
  25. Joey
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  27. Joey
  28. Joey
  29. Joey
  30. Joey
  31. Sarah
  32. Sarah
  33. Joey
  34. Joey
  35. Joey
  36. Joey
  37. Sarah
  38. Sarah
  39. Joey
  40. Joey
  41. Joey
  42. Sarah
  43. Joey
  44. Joey
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Joey
  47. Sarah
  48. Joey
  49. Joey
  50. Joey
  51. Joey
  52. Reading Group Guide
  53. Letter to Readers
  54. Discussion Questions
  55. Historical Note
  56. Acknowledgments
  57. Discover More
  58. About the Author

Bea sat slumped on the living room couch. It was rare to find Bea just sitting like a normal person. Usually she arranged herself in a very conscious way. Cleavage aimed. Stomach sucked. Lips pursed. Face on. Face always on.

“I can’t believe you know,” Bea said softly, more to herself than to Joey.

“You can’t be so stupid to have thought you’d keep your secrets forever,” said Joey, and she almost gasped at her vicious tone.

“I deserve your anger, Joey. I deserve it. I can take it.”

Joey sat beside her mother on the couch. She slid left so she hugged the armrest, putting more space between them. She balled her fists and her nails dug into her palms. “I need to understand. I need the whole story.”

“Yes.” Her mother fixed her eyes on a family picture framed on a side table. Her father holding a smirking Lily. Her father looking like he might explode with love for his girls.

Joey felt her heart constrict.

“I met Rand even before I started dating your father.”

“On Corfu.”

“How did you know?”

“Leo told me, Mom.” The word that was Joey’s first, her most familiar, felt sour on her tongue.

“Right. I can’t…so Leo’s actually here? In Florida?” Joey didn’t reply. “Okay. Well, when I was going into my last year of college, I went to Corfu with your grandfather. You know, my parents grew up there, and despite the tragedy of their lives, I always held rather romantic notions of Corfu.”

“I see. Romantic.”

“Yes. Your grandfather didn’t despise it like G. Even though his whole family was murdered, somehow he could separate it from the happy times of his childhood. G can’t. She had, and still has, no desire to ever go back to Corfu.

“So after years of begging, Grandfather said he would take me. We planned to go for three weeks, and I was so excited. It was my first time out of the US other than Jamaica. And you know G. She hovers. My dad was different…”

Bea lit up in that way she used to around Grandfather. He would kiss her forehead, and she would look soft and lovely. That’s what Joey had always thought—her mother had looked her loveliest around Grandfather.

Fuck her mother looking lovely! Her mother was a horrible person.